Pack Adonis

Chapter 40

The sun shined down on my face and I groaned, snuggling closer into my pillow. That was strange...my pillow smelled like cologne and was very hard, yet still comfy. My eyes fluttered open and I saw the cutest thing on earth.

A sleeping Ryder.

A smile spread across my face and I blushed thinking back about last night. I looked down under the covers and noticed I was completely naked and so was he. Surprisingly I dared to move closer to him.

We crossed a barrier yesterday, we made love to each other. I think I've never been this open to anyone in my life before.
He knew me completely now as did I know him.

I climbed closer to him and pressed soft kisses against his cheek. His eyes shifted awake and a baby blue came in full display. A smile spread across his face as he pulled me closer.

"Good morning, my wife",

"Good morning, my husband", I giggled.

"How do you feel?",'he sat up, pulling me closer to him.

"Great, absolutely perfect",

"No pain from last night?", he worried.

"Nope",

He caressed my hair softly as I snuggled closer to him. Of course the first time would hurt, but I was fine. It did hurt for a bit, but I pushed through it. No pain would rotten my perfect evening with him.

"I guess that if you're not hurting, we can continue what we started last night", he grinned pinning me down underneath him.

"We most certainly can",

Goddess, how will I ever get enough from him?!

/:/:/:

"I haven't seen you in months! How's everything going?", Rosalie was on visit.

"I've been great, I hate being so far apart from you,though",
I confessed honesty.

"Yeah, I miss our crazy time together",

"We're married now and you're a mother",

"Isn't that crazy?", she wondered.

"It feels like just yesterday I had to comfort you because Ryder once again broke your heart and Pauline was being a bitch towards you",

"That feels like centuries ago", I told her.

"Not for me. In those drama times I got to know you and start this amazing friendship",

I smiled widely and pulled her into a tight hug. I had to be careful though, she was five months pregnant.

"It surprised me that Alexander let you come",

"With a lot of begging he finally gave in. He just sent an entire army along", she rolled her eyes.

"He really loves you",

"I know, but he's too paranoid at times",

"You told me once he lost his entire family in one rogue attack. He must be afraid to loose someone he loves",

"I know. He has Eleanor to keep him company",

"How's she?", I asked excitedly.

"Her third birthday is almost, she's over the moon. Alex and I spoil her too much",

"I remember her previous birthday parties, they were huge and expensive",

"She's my first child, wait until you have yours. Everything is new and you don't want to mess up, because they mean the world to you", she sighed.

I nodded and looked down. A child. I was petrified of having one. But looking at my friends and hearing their stories. Maybe I did want one, I was twenty-two.

/:/:/:/:/:

I walked through my room, trying to take a breath. I was so overwhelmed with stress and emotions. This was mate for heavens sake! I shouldn't be scared of discussing the future with him.

"What are you doing?", Ryder walked in untying his tie.

I froze and turned to him, suddenly tongue tied. My mind went wild with imagining what our child would look like. Maybe his dark hair with my golden eyes or my blond hair with his baby blue eyes. Or maybe it would look like me but have the same character as Ryder or vice versa.

"Mona", that took my attention.

"Were you listening?"

"Im sorry, continue please", I told him.

"Well I succeeded to get the borders secure by-",

"I want a child", I cut him off.

He stared at me, jaw dropped. I stayed quiet and awaited his answer. Somewhere he couldn't say no to my wish, because we needed an heir to the throne and he vowed to do so in his coronation.

"Ryder", I insisted tears popping in my eyes.

"Oh, I-I- yeah sure...", he stuttered.

"You don't sound sure", I pointed out.

"You just overwhelmed me, I thought you weren't ready yet",

"I am",

"Then lets have a baby", he moved to me and whipped my tears away.

"Really?",

"Of course, silly, you're the only one I want to have pups with. And seeing everybody around us having children, does make you want some too", he confessed.

I pulled him into a tight hug and he held me tightly. That was so terrifying and I had no idea why.