Vacation crush. Razzbowski x Reader *Under editing*

Chapter 17

''No alarm clock, nothing'' you sighed as you woke up. ''hmm this feels amazing'' you stretched out in the bed and grabbed your cellphone. ''10am, not too bad even tho I say so myself''.

You get out of bed to brush your teeth. ''I have 1,5 hours until work, lets make a fatty breakfast!'' You pull out eggs and bacon and make them all, nothing better than a big english breakfast in the morning. You get startled when you hear your laptop go off. ''A Skype call? OH it's Razz''.

You accept the call:

''How dare you call me before I have my make up on''

''Ahum (Y/N), I am live on twitch right now, streaming in front of some people, but I have a problem.. Can you please help me? you have way more experience with this and it isn't working right''

You have a sudden realization that everyone on the stream can hear you as well. ''I thought Razz said he didn't want any of his fans to know he talks to girls, why is he doing this? he must be very stressed and hopeless'' you snap back into action

''yea, of course what's the problem?'' You log into twitch and search for his stream. after he explains the problem the viewers are having, you know what he needs to change in the settings, you explain it to him and after 10min it is fixed.

''Thank you so much (Y/N) you are an ANGEL''

''I wish I was, Razz. Good luck on the stream and ByeByeee viewers'' You hang up the call quickly. Damn that was nerve wrecking, even tho you have experience with streaming you never get more than 200views. A lot of people told you to get a face cam, because it would attract more people. The problem with that, is that it would feel that people were there for your looks, not you average gameplay and silly jokes. It never was you intention to start making money on twitch. It was purely for fun. You remember the first time someone donate.. 1euro, still felt good!

you grab your plate and are annoyed to find out your eggs are cold, ''still gotta eat them, learnt my lesson yesterday.'' Razz's stream is still on, and you decide to keep on watching. It was clear he doesn't live stream a lot, But he did good. Pretty early for him as well.

R: ''now guys this is a test stream, the donations are off, I want to start streaming on Thursday nights when all my settings are correct and I'm ready to go. I will let you all know on twitter, so if you don't follow me there, go do it now. Lets read some questions in twitch chat, I don't have a game prepared and since I've all lured you here, I owe you a couple minutes, so lets see...

''Who was the girl that just helped you, AH yes, that was (Y/N)''

You almost choke on your cold eggs, ''I knew there were gonna be questions'' You start getting nervous, it wasn't that you wanted him to say he was WITH you but it would hurt to hear there was nothing. Even if that was a lie..

''Well, some of you may know. I was on vacation a week or so ago and I met a really cool girl there. That girl was (Y/N), we really hit it off, we have some CRAZY stories, but I hope you guys respect my privacy and that I get to keep these stories for myself''

you breathe out, ''that wasn't that bad.. He didn't talk about dating, but that was a good thing.. I've known this guy for what 1/2 weeks? I don't want him to let the internet know.'' You hear Razz talking again.

''THEY ARE 100% DATING''.

''Well, that isn't a question'' while saying this he gave a cheeky wink to the camera.

''If you were dating would you tell us?''

''That is a good question, and to be honest I don't know, I guess it all depends on the girl and the relationship, if the girl wouldn't want me to say it, I wouldn't. But then again, if I were in a relationship for lets say a year, and one of you saw us holding hands or whatever, I probably would just admit it.. a lot of unknowing, I know. But I just haven't been put in that situation where I WANTED you guys to know.''

You press the X and close the twitch stream. Not only because you had to get ready for work, but also because you had enough. He gave all the right answers, and he was in his full right to not say anything. But it was something you had to think about. ''Is the entire relationship gonna be hiding? Would I be ok, with him not yelling it from the roof top? A lot of questions. But I need to stop! I like this guy but he is in Scotland. I will barely see him and I can't do this. F*ck.''

You get up off the couch and put on some clothes. With a heavy head you walk to your work. You weren't angry at Razz, not at all. but it was a real slap in the face how the relationship would be. The only times you had boyfriends were when they were smitten with you, he probably wouldn't be able to give you that. Not while he is in Scotland, and even if he came to London, with the followers growing, would you even be able hold hands? there was one question on your mind tho, you had a date, in the middle of the day, in the most popular park in London,'' he even kissed me... why would he do that if he wanted to hide me?'' This was too much, you needed a distraction and thank god you just arrived at work. You enter the shop and see Lucy already standing behind the counter.

''hee Lucy, what up?''

''JO (Y/N), we have an unboxing day, nothing special. will probably not be that busy, so if you can finish is off quickly, you may go home'' She flashes you a big smile, kinda like an extra thank you for taking over shop yesterday. ''She must be happy I did good''

You get all the boxes from the back and take them up front, you start unpacking, not too quickly more like a steady pace. BEEP

Text:

Razz: Thank you so much for the help, I have been working on that for weeks.. Are you at work now?

(Y/N): No problem :), I've had that problem before so I knew how to solve it. Yea I just started, won't be a long one.

Razz: wanna eat dinner in front of Skype together?

(Y/N): Can you even live a day without me?

Razz: What do you think?

*

You decide to put your phone away, let him sweat a little. You finish your work in around 3 hours. Say goodbye to Lucy and walk home. It started raining, so you decide to enter a shop and get a cheap umbrella. ''I guess its better to have an umbrella with me every day, would hate to buy a new one each week''

You get home safe and shake off the water from the rain. Ice cold you decide to jump under the shower. When you got out, you walked over to the fridge and start chopping some veggies. You can't eat Pizza every day. I mean, you could, but a bit of healthy food is necessary. Out of nowhere you remember you forgot to text Razz, You quickly grab you phone and text back

*

(Y/N): I'm sorry for the late reaction, I'm making my dinner right now!

Razz: OMG, can you NOT live ONE day without me????

(Y/N): Touche

*

You smile as you put your phone away and pearler your dinner further.

After 30min you get behind the laptop and call Razz. You got comfy on the couch and started eating. Razz was eating something Mexican and was making a right mess everywhere.

R: ''Wait is this our first dinner date?''

''Well if you think about it, it would be our first date, you dumped me the first one remember?''

''I am an ass aren't I?''

''Hmm, kinda'' you smirk at hime and stick your tongue out.

''I still have to make it up to you!''

''How are you gonna do that sir?''

''A surprise makes everything better doesn't it?''

''Depends, a surprise clown wouldn't'

''noted, no clown on the surprise'' He acted as if he was writing it down in a notebook.

You spend a while talking back and forward. It was a lot of fun. Unbelievable that you were doubting dating this guy this morning. But the problems will remain. At some point, you will need answers.