i never learn

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*tw: profanity*

fuck you.
i mean that in the most malicious of ways.
i should've known. i should've known.
you let me down and let me down
and i still hold hope for you in my heart.
fuck you for still being a good person.
fuck you for roping me in again,
giving me hope and then giving me
nothing but disappointment.
i should've known. i should've known.
this is who you are—
a slacker, a liar, a manipulator, a fuck-up—
and amongst all of this anger and
resentment i have towards you
and all of this disappointment
i find myself
romanticizing you at times,
remembering you at your best and
letting myself hope and hope until
you fuck up again.
fuck you.
i should've known. i should've known.
you'll never change.
i should've known.

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