breathe

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i just want to breathe.

i want to be blanketed
in the comforts of my home.

i want to be lying in bed
with cheeks that are not
stained with tears.

i want to be able to breathe
without worrying thoughts
staggering my breaths.

i want for there to be peace.

i want arguments to
evaporate into thin air, leaving
behind only the whispers of
unspoken words.

i want to feel appreciated
and included.

i want to be up at ungodly hours
not because i can't stop my head
from thinking ugly things, but because
i love the silence the night brings.

i want to smile.

i want to feel the purity
of simple days, the sun on
my face as i walk down the street.

i want my stress to leave me.

i want to feel weightless and free
and genuinely happy, these violent thoughts
no longer plaguing my
body and mind.

i want all of this, and yet i know
i can't get it all... so i'll settle
for one thing.

i just want to breathe.

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