it all started with a bet

chapter thirty three

Nicole's POV

The words tumble out of his mouth and I want to think I can't hear. My tear stained cheeks and my smeared make up is getting much more wet.

I shake my head in disbelief . Cody could never love me. He would never care about me . I'm just that hopeless girl who does all your work and gets paid two thousand a day.

"You have got to be kidding me."
I turn around and start running in the rain. He doesn't care. He's lying. He hates me. It's just a stupid game.

My hair is drenched and I don't know where I'm headed. I pull of my shoes and start walking barefoot , crying. Everything around me seems to be spinning.

Unlike every other girl I'm crying over hearing the words that I wish I could have heard. I don't realize that I'm at the special rock. That rock I came to years ago. The one that Cody brought me to. He isn't going to come after me. He doesn't in anyway care.

I sit on the rock. Everywhere is cold and for some reason I feel good. In this November cold I'm outside in the rain. I pull of the itchy dress and step into the lake. The cold water circles me downing all my thoughts.

I have died everyday waiting for peace but I don't ever get the chance to get what I want. I can't even control the tears.

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

Eight letters
Three words
One regret.

It's hard to believe the words came from him. It has to be a lie. I'm broken once again. Back to where I started from. I'm not handling this well I'm meant to be strong. I was strong.

Or maybe you only believed to be.

"Are you going to come home with me or you're just going to get your nose red." I look back to trace the voice. It's..........

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