Sacrifice Of Love

28# Moving On

Chapter 28

Playlist

Let Her Go- Passenger

Impossible- Shontelle

Alone- Celine Dion

Unbreak my heart- Toni Braxton

Need You Now- Lady Antebellum

Daniel

She walked away in front of my eyes, and I did nothing about it. I can't believe what happened. Everything was going crazy. All I know now is that I need her....

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Amber

I was back home in NY in my apartment, alone. I need to stay by myself and block everyone out. If you asked me why did I break up with Daniel when I was just waiting for him to forgive me, I'd tell you that I don't know why. 

I am just tired of everything. The drama and the fights... I've had enough, and this was the only way to say enough. 

The problem is that no one seem to remember that I'm human just like them. I have feelings too... 

I lost Daniel...

Everytime I remember that my head screams, "who cares?", but then my heart replies, "you do, stupid.."

The problem is that I really need him. From the beginning I knew that this would happen, but I didn't take caution and fell for him. Now, I have to face the consequences. Alone.  

Days are passing and honestly I don't know how many days passed. I sleep all day and all night, and when I wake up, I cuddle in my chair drinking coffee. I asked the security guys downstairs not to let Daniel or Robin or Sophie in the building, and sometimes I'd wake up on the sound of people fighting, but I'd just toss and turn crying till I get back to sleep. Sometimes I get up to write, you know, to let it out, but I end up bteaking down even more. 

I was cuddling in my chair watching the rain fall when the bell rang. Who is that? I sighed walking towards the door sluggishly and peeked up the peephole to find that it was Leo. 

"Amber seriously open the damn door!!" He yelled through the door. 

I sighed as I unlocked the door, and walked back to my chair not taking a second to look at him. 

"What is that ma'am? You never show up at the damn college, and when I call you, you never pick up leaving me talking like a fool in voice mails. Uh- and when I lost hope, and called your boyfriend, he ended up cryjng and never uttered a damn word. Are you trying to turn to a Zombie with that hair or what?" He asked making me roll my eyes. 

"Leo, I'm really tired. If you'll sit here then please keep your mouth shut." I told him.  

"Fine." He sighed sitting on the chair next to me watching the rain. 

"What are you drinking?" He asked breaking the silence making me hand him my mug.  

"Oh coffee." He smiled taking a sip then spitting it back. "What the hell is that? It tastes horrible, Amber. I bet you didn't add a tinge of sugar in it." 

"Does it matter?"

"Yeah sure it does." He looked back at the mug with disgust. 

"Leo, give it to me, please." I extended my hand to take back the mug. 

"No, I'll make you a good one, and stop acting like grandma." He rolled his eyes walking towards the kitchen. 

"What is this?" Leo glared at me as he motioned for the bunch of coffee mugs in the sink. Oh God! Here's another lecture.