Insecure

Please don't scar this young heart

I Was Made For Loving You - Tori Kelly and Ed Sheeran

Harry-

"Harry what is this place?" Sara asks and I smile at her innocence as I walk towards the door to the store.

"You'll see love." I smirk as I open the door, Sara smiles at me sweetly and walks in before stopping dead in her tracks. 

"Harry! This is a sex store." She whisper shouts at me and I chuckle. 

"More like a toy and lingerie store baby, they don't actually sell sex." I correct her and she rolls her eyes.

"What in the world gave you the idea to bring me here?" She asks as she pouts with her arms crossed over her breasts, ok.. This might become a sex store if she doesn't stop pushing her tits together like that.

"Well we just won some money..." I reply and Sara looks uneasy. "Baby what's wrong?" I ask as I run my hands down her arms gently.

"Are you bored with me?" She asks looking down. What the actual fuck?

"What? No of course not Sara, I love being with you in every way." I assure her as I cup her face. 

"Why do you feel like we need to spice it up then?" She asks nervously. 

"That's not it baby, I mostly brought you here for the lingerie." I say biting my lip. "I figured if you wanted to maybe experiment a bit that would be cool but if it's too much we can go love." I explain and Sara nods softly. "Do you want to leave?"

"No, there's no harm in looking around I guess." Sara replies and I smile knowing I got through to her and changed her mind. 

"I love you." I whisper before kissing her forehead and leading her into the shop more not giving her a chance to need to respond. Sara's small hand fits in mine like it's made just for me as we walk past some type of sex dolls. Sara's eyes widen as she looks at me in disbelief.

"People actually use these?" She whispers and I chuckle.

"Yea, desperate people." I reply. "People that aren't as lucky as I am." I add and she smiles as she leans her head against me.

"How does that even turn someone on? I think I'd laugh myself out of the mood." She muses as I shake my head laughing and lead her over to another area.

"We might need a basket." I smirk before leaning over and grabbing one, Sara's attention goes to the wall of different oils and lubricants. 

"What is all this?" She asks as she picks up a bottle. "Kiwi flavored?" She reads and furrows her brows. 

"It's lube." I whisper over her shoulder.

"Oh." She says shortly before putting it back. 

"Have you ever-"

"Michael used to use it, it tasted awful and was sticky." She says softly. "He never took the time to actually turn me on so- Harry what are you doing?" She asks with her eyes wide as I put some strawberry flavored lube in the basket. 

"I take the time to turn you on, this one tastes good and is silicone based so it won't be sticky plus it has a cooling sensation you might like." I explain with a smile and Sara lets out a sigh. "Lube can be fun, I want to take everything Michael fucked up and do it right so you remember the good experiences not the bad." I elaborate and Sara's eyes widen. "Just have an open mind love." I whisper, she rises to her tip toes and kisses me sweetly but then gently tugs my bottom lip between her teeth as she pulls away. "If you kiss me like that you're going to end up bent over a counter love." I say in a low rasp.