Insecure

I wanna love you with the lights on.*

Lights on - Shawn Mendes

"Damn right you're fucking perfect." Harry smirks before pressing his lip against mine, my fingers dig into his shoulders as he presses his arousal into my core. I trail my hands down to his boxers.

"Let me reciprocate Harry." I whisper, breaking away from his lips.

"Later, right now I want to bury myself inside you." He says in a low rasp causing me to whimper. Harry reaches to the drawers on the side of the bed and grabs a foil packet, a tinge of pain seers through me when I think of who else he's been with in this room. 

In this bed.

It's almost as if he can read my mind, my uncertainty clear on my face. "This will be the first time for me in this house, on this bed. I moved in just over the summer." He whispers reassuringly and I nod.

"Thank you." I say softly.

"Don't thank me yet baby." He smirks as he climbs off of me to pull his boxers off. His considerable length springs free as my eyes widen, he's way bigger then Michael.

How does that even fit?

Harry kneels between my legs again and rips the foil package open before smoothing it over his length. He leans down and kisses me passionately as he positions himself at my entrance, I brace myself for him to slam into me unforgivingly but he doesn't.

He continues to kiss me lovingly as he gently eases his massive length into me, stretching me beyond any point I had ever been before. I cry out and clench around him as he hits my deepest spot. Harry's eyes grow dark and it looks as it he's about to lose control. 

"Fuck baby, don't do that." He whispers and I do it again, relishing in the power I have over him. "Sara." He warns against my lips as I do it again. Harry moans before pulling himself from me causing me to whimper regretfully. "I told you not to do that baby." He growls as he slaps his swollen head against my pulsating clit causing me to cry out. "Oh you like that?" He smirks as he does it again.

Harry slides his arousal up and down my slit before rubbing it against my clit again, I lose myself in the feeling of him stroking himself against me and within minutes I'm screaming his name as I reach yet another high. "You look so fucking good when you come undone." He whispers before pressing his lips against mine and thrusting into me again. 

He grips my hips as his thrusts grow deeper and harder, our kisses become more intense as we swallow each other's moans. My nails dig into Harry's back as he hits an especially deep spot that has me clenching as I come undone around him. "Fuck Sara." He moans as he gazes into my eyes, his lips part as his thrusts become sloppy. Harry grips my hips harshly and groans as he spills into the condom before collapsing against my chest. 

We laid there tangled together for what seemed like forever, our fingertips exploring each other gently as we caught our breath. 

"Is that what it always feels like?" I whisper.

"No, not always. Only when two people are made for each other." He replies causing my heart to flip flop. "You drive me crazy Sara." He says smirking.

"In a good way right?" 

"In a cool way, in an amazing way." He says smiling cheekily. "That was amazing though baby." He says before kissing me softly.

"It was all you, I just laid there." 

"Well it was our first time, plus you did plenty trust me." He assures me.

"I'm sure I could do more." I say biting my lip. 

"Oh yea? Like what?" Harry purrs and my face flushes. "Don't get shy on me now baby." He says as he brushes his lips against mine. 

"Well I could show you.... If you're up for it at least." I tease and feel Harry harden inside me. "You don't have to use a condom if you don't want to, I'm on the pill and clean." I whisper and Harry's eyes darken. He pulls himself from me and disposes of the condom before sliding back in. 

I cry out at the feeling of his bare skin inside me. "God the things you to me baby." He whispers. "Show me another time cause I just need again you right now." He adds. Harry lifts me up and sits back on his heels so I'm sitting in his lap. 

His fingertips dig into my hips as he shifts my body up and down on his shaft. This angle and depth have me completely speechless as he bounces me up and down. "Fuck Harry." I moan hanging my head back in pleasure as Harry attaches his lips to my breast.

The pleasure is so good, so intense that I cant help but grind my hips against his, matching every movement he makes. "Holy shit Sara." he whispers as he watches our bodies work together.

"You feel so fucking good Harry." I say breathlessly, I clench around him as I approach yet another high. 

"God yes." He mutters as he grips my hips so hard it's almost painful and I'm pretty sure he'll leave marks. His lips find mine again as his thrusts and my movements pickup speed. "Fuck I'm going to c-" Harry's interrupted as a loud moan escapes his lips, my moans are soft and breathless and I reach my high one last time as Harry spills into me. "You're a fucking angel Sara." He whispers. "But it turns out you're a devil in between the sheets." He adds smirking.

"This angelic devil is sleepy." I mutter as I rest my head against his chest. 

"Just give me a minute." Harry says as he sets me down and runs into the bathroom, he returns with a warm damp towel and cleans me up. "Do you want a shirt to wear?" He asks.

"No, I'm too sleepy to put it on." I mumble and he chuckles. 

"Move over baby." Harry says as he holds the blankets up, I do as told and he crawls in behind me before wrapping his arms around me.

"I've never done this." I whisper turning towards him.

"What? Snuggle?" He asks.

"Or sleep with someone." I whisper, he pulls me to his chest and kisses me softly.

"Just another first."