Why Are You Leaving?

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justin and i have been dating for about 3 years and lately he's ben really distant and whenever he comes home he just doesn't talk to me im also a singer song writer i was signed by justin and my manager is alsoo scooter 

Y/N P.O.V:

Justin came home after a long day in the studio he opened the door and went to couch not a word to me so i decided to ask if he was hungry and how his day went

me: " Hey babe how was the studio?"

justin: "SHUT UP! I COME HOME AND I FINALLY WANNA RELAX AND YOU COME START WITH ALL THE ANNOYING QUESTIONS!!! GOD DAMMIT!"

me: "REALLY JUSTIN REALLY? ALL I DID WAS ASK HOW UR DAY WAS TRYING TO BE A GOOD GIRLFRIEND BUT ALL YOUVE DONE LATELY IS IGNORE ME" by this time i had tears in my eyes " DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME WE CUDDLED or the last time you said you love me ha?"

justin: "YOU LITTLE BITCH! YOUR ALWAYS SO CLINGY AND NEEDY AND I JUST CANT DEAL WITH YOU IM GONE WE ARE OVER !"

and with that justin walked out the door i packed all my stuff before justin got back and i mooved back into my appartment

next day i started writing lyrics in my lyric book i was so heart broken and torn apart i was balling my eyes out 

Justin has been calling and texting me but i just ignored them cuz i really hated him now all these thoughts are running through my head was i a bad girlfriend? was i acting like a bitch? was i annoying? 

so here are the lyrics i got so far:

Why, oh why are you leaving
When I desperately need you
Oh why are you leaving
I guess I will not know
Oh why are you leaving
When I desperately need you, you, you
I guess I will not know

Heavy hitter to the heart
What I step to
Never spent a minute apart
When I met you
The only girl that got you
The only one to get you
Now I'm ripped apart
And you're the one I wanna vent to
Never should have let you
Never should have met up
Watch me turn my back first
So you can see me well off
All because you're fed up
Trynna hold my head high
Decapitated, I hate it
I hate you

i went downstairs to the kitchen to eat a small snack i havent eatin since yesterday's fight i usually don't eat if im depressed no i don't cut i can't take that pain

Why, oh why are you leaving
When I desperately need you
Oh why are you leaving
I guess I will not know
Oh why are you leaving
When I desperately need you, you, you
I guess I will not know

(Oh...)
I guess I will not know
(Oh...)
I guess I will not know

You were like my calculator
I could always count on you
Now you're like I'll see ya later
And I don't know what to do
Counting all the times
But none of this adds up
To the moon and back
It's taking off NASA
No solution, keep it moving
I don't know what to do
One plus one equals two
Too late too soon
No reason, new truth
You just decide
It'd be cool to rip my heart out
Like it's a loose tooth

Why, oh why are you leaving
When I desperately need you
Oh why are you leaving
I guess I will not know
Oh why are you leaving
When I desperately need you, you, you
I guess I will not know

(Oh...)
I guess I will not know
(Oh...)
I guess I will not know

(You're the only one I want to go to
You shoot me in the same way
I shot you, I love you)

I guess I will not know
(Oh...)
I guess I will not know
(Oh...)
I guess I will not know
(Oh...)
I guess I will not know
(Oh...)
You shoot me in the same way
I shot you, I love you

i called up scooter and told him i wanted to come to the studio to record a new song so he told to to come on down and we could start right away

so i went and i poored my heart and soul into the song and scooter said wow nice job kiddo so i lefta lyric sheet in the booth and went home 

Justin's P.O.V:

I can't believe i just said that to my babby girl i came back and her car wasn't here i dropped the roses and ran inside i ran to our bedroom and she had packed her bags and left i punched the wall and broke down i tried to call her but she wouldn't pick up i tried texting no use  

so i decide to go gto the studio to clear my head i got there and saw a lyric sheet by my babe i read it and i was in tears i decided to add a part and edit the song to be a douet and to show her how i feel

so here are the lyrics i added:

You just decide
It'd be cool to rip my heart out
Like it's a loose tooth bite me ...........

Look, these days are like a speaker box
Got us so out of phase
We always said we'd keep it primo
Nothing can fade
I'm here to stay
Save my place a million miles away
I never meant to ruff her feathers
In the bed that we made
I admit sometimes I'm off into space
I try to fix all the things I can't change
And if I'm gone I'm never too far to say
My love stays everlating like bass

so i finished it up and i went to publish it i told all my fans about it and tweeted: "look Y/N im really sorry i acted like that i made ur song a duet listen to it im sorry"

next day i got a text from her saying to meet her at her house to talk i arrived there and as soon as she opened the door she engulfed me in a big hug which i hladly returned and i told her how sorry i was and how i didn't mean it and i promised to also be a better boyfriend to her she forgave me and we were better than ever.

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hello my amazing readers and beliebers!! listen to colette carr (why are you leaving) that was my inspiration 

SWAG stay fab love you all xx

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