DO I LIKE YOU?

unfair

its unfair how i make you sad
but you've never made me sad
you make me happy
you make me feel so happy
havent you had enough?
you're so nice
my heart's just ice
i think you're insane
i think im insane

is this guilt?
im not mad at you
you should be mad at me
i hope you are
please be mad at me
please break me too
please, just so its fair
please break my heart

its unfair how you're feeling so much
and im feeling way too little
what kind of sick joke is this
i mean i know we started off as a joke
but why is this becoming so literal
did we make this
unfair by ourselves?

this is such a gamble
we are bound to lose
playing by luck
its your turn to fold
but i think you've gone all in
you took the risk
i dont know if it was calculated
i think im the dealer
fuck.

this is real life
im not in a fucking casino
what the fuck
its unfair how im sitting in anticipation
waiting for you to cash out
what happens in vegas, stays in vegas

this is not a game
but im not playing fair
i should be playing too
but i choose to sit out
in my head,
im suspended from this match

if i were to choose a game to play
it'd be the game - minesweeper,
you're supposed to avoid detonating a bomb
but its inevitable
i think im setting off all the bombs
what am i doing?

all i know is that im going to miss you
once you've woken up from this
once you've gotten tired of playing my game
but im not going to stop you from leaving
i dont know if that's fair for you or not
but maybe for once,
i'll start playing
by the rules