I wake up and think as I lay in bed all these thoughts were racing through my brain faster then I could even comprehend them. But I was done thinking I didn't want to think right now or maybe even ever. I look in the mirror my face was still a little puffy my mascara and dried tears were all over my face and let's just say I was a mess. I quickly got into the shower I wanted to be done every trace of sadness to go away. I got out of the shower and felt better I put my makeup on and changed. I then left for school early because Tessa had to take me to Starbucks but there was a plus side my brother would never wake up this early.
Erika- hey Tessa
I said as I got into the car
Tessa- hey rik
We sat in the car and talked to Tessa she took my mind of things for a while which was good.
Spencer- can we go inside I want to say hi to the cashiers
Tessa- ugh spence there never going to date you
Spencer- whatever
Tessa- do you mind E
Erika- no I have to go the bathroom anyways
She nodded and we walked inside
Erika- can you order for me while I had to the bathroom
Tessa- yeah your usual
Erika- yeah that fine
I head to the bathroom and when I come out someone pulls me behind the wall almost start scream until I hear the voice that instantly calms me but also filled me with rage... Jake it was Jake. He went to turn me around but I wasn't going to let him.
Erika- what do you want Jake
Wiped the tear that was about to drop He turned me around after some resistance.
Jake- Erika I'm really sorry please if you still think that we could at least be...friends come to my house at 6:00
Erika- why should I Jake do you have any idea what you put me through Jake I had no one all I had was you and then you you
It turned back around and let couple more tears drop even though I knew he knew he hurt me I still didnt want him to see me.
Jake- I'm really sorry please just come
Erika- I can promise you that
Jake- I know and I understand if you don't
Just then Spencer walks around the corner
Spencer- hey this guy bothering you
Erika-no I was just leaving
He looked at me weird then nodded and we walked out into the car.
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Also for those wondering I have no updating schedule I update when I can schools been really busy so I haven't been able to update as often❤️❤️ thanks for the support.
