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32nd chapter

Edward's POV

I'm not waiting for someone. I'm waiting for her, I want to make sure that she's ok.

I was hurt when she told me that everything that happened between us was a lied, but It won't stop me to care for her. Maybe she doesn't love , I'm just going to love her even from afar.

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Merit Developer Economy (MdE)
  
"May, your so pretty", bati sa akin ni Viv. Kasama si Marco.

"You too, sayang wala si Yong at Kisses. Mas masaya kung nandito din sila",sabi ko.

"We can still enjoy the night kahit tayo tayo lang", sabi ni Marco habang naka akbay kay Viv.

"Do you two have a plan on getting married? ", na curious akong itanong.  Since I see them as perfect couple.

"Yes we had a plan. Pero nag iipon pang mabuti. Para sa future", sagot ni Marco.

"When it comes,  hindi ako pwedeng mawala ha",  sabi ko.

"Hey Edward ", bati ni Marco. Hindi ako lumingon dahil alam kong nasa likuran ko siya.

"Hi...enjoying the party? " tanong nito.

"Definitely...you look good huh", puna ni Viv.

"Well...", he shrug. Nakita ko sa shadow niya.

"Marco, kuha tayo ng drinks. Nauuhaw ako. May, maiwan ka muna sandali ah. Nandiyan naman si Edward...
"Edward kuha lang kami ng drinks", paalam ni Viv. 

Tumango nalang ako. Ewan ko pero para akong napipi.

"Hi", he greeted me. I dont have a choice but to greet him back.

"Hi", I say.

"Where's your date?", he asked while looking around.

"I'm with Marco and Vivoree", sagot ko. Habang nakatingin sa floor.

"So you mean, you don't have a date. Where's Troy?", he asked.

"He's in Europe",

"Ok...so can you be my date?", he asked that makes me to looked up to see if he's serious.

"Serious?", tanong ko.

"You don't have a date, and I don't have either. So..will you be my date?", he asked again, I can see he smile. And I miss those smile. 

"Ok", I shortly replied.

"So, kamusta ka na? I mean yung sugat mo?", tanong niya habang nasa gitna kami ng dance floor. Only few lights were on, so it's slightly dim. But still, I can see his gorgeous face. The face I've missed. His arms wrapping my waist, my arms on his shoulder.

"Ok naman. Medyo masakit parin pero it's ok", sagot ko.

"May", mahinang tawag niya. Despite of the loud music, why I can still hear him whisper my name. 

"Hm",

"Are you mad at me?", he asked,  I looked at him straight into his eyes. Why all of sudden, I want to hugged him, kiss him and tell that I love him. If only I was not scared.

"I'm not mad at you. Maybe it's you.  Because I've said something before", sabi ko. Kung hindi na kami pwedeng bumalik sa dati, at least we can be friends,  yung maging ok kami.

"At first yes, I was hurt. But when something happened to you, I forget all about it. I just want you to know that, even if we end up like this, I still care about you", he say.

"Thank you", I said. I looked away coz I can't handle his stares.

He lift my chin up so that I can looked at him again.

"Bakit ayaw mo akong tingnan? ", tanong niya

"W...wala. Ano , ano kasi ", bakit ba ako nauutal.

"Kasi you still have feelings for me. Tama ba?", he's smiling even more now.

"Edward! ", hindi ko alam kung ano ang pwedeng mangyari pag sinabi kong oo.

"You can say no. But I'm sure, that's not what you wanted to say. I can see it in your eyes May. Mahal mo ako, mahal mo parin ako.

Nakatingin lang ako sa mga mata niya. I can't even say a word. Kung pwede lang na ganito nalang kami. Gugustuhin kong tumigil ang oras.

Hanggang maramdaman ko ang mga labi niya na dumampi sa mga labi ko. Bahala na. Mahal ko siya, yon ang totoo.

"I love you May", he whisper between our kiss. I didn't answer him, I just let him kiss me. And it deepens. Alam ko mali, baka may masamang mangyari. Bahala na.

"If you think, that you'll be happy again! In your dreams. I told you, don't dare me!",