Silent Tears

chapter 40

Oh dear! Here we go.  Excited ako na may takot kasi pakiramdam ko nagtaksil ako sa magiging asawa ko dahil sa kabaliwan ng pinsan niya.

Kahit na gaano ko siya pinagsabiha  na huwag na ituloy ang ganito ay hindi siya nagpaawat.  Sabi pa niya, just go with the flow.

Kaya heto ako ngayon, inaabangan kung ano ang possibleng mangyari.  Well, it's not what I think it is.  Walang malaking box na may stripper ang lumabas.  Instead, it was a big flat screen television playing random pictures when I was still young up to present time. 
It says:

To the woman I have been wanting and is worth the wait.
Flashed are my photos during childhood days.

I have sailed to the vast ocean but only one pearl catches my attention till the end.
Flashed are the picture of Daniel with different activities and lifestyle he has been in his younger days.

I am a sailor and a diver.  Lucky I have searched and got the most expensive pearl in my life.
Flashed is the recent photo we have as a couple.

And we are so blessed to have an addition to our little family.
Flashed is the picture during the start of my pregnancy and the copy of sonogram image of our baby.

Napaiyak na ako sa nasaksihan ko.  Really? Daniel did all these.  How was he able to compile all these pictures.  Ramdam ko ang kahalagahan ko sa buhay niya.  I am so happy watching it.

And it still goes:
Posted is my photo before and during pregnancy.  All stolen shots.
This woman is the love of my life.  She may have thought my love is less than her.  But it is huge as the sky above.  Even myself cannot reach to its boundaries.  It is overwhelming love I have for her.  Honey, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. 

And comes out the man of my dreams.  He is wearing white long sleeves rolled almost up to his elbows.  He paired it with faded dark blue denims.  Black leather shoes.  His hair is stylish messy.  The looks that always makes me drool him.

Tumayo na ako bago pa siya makarating sa kinauupuan ko.  Pakiramdam ko masyado pa siya matagal makaabot sa harapan ko. 
"Someone's so impatient now huh?" tukso pa niya sa akin sabay pa iling ng ulo niya.
Mahigpit ko siyang niyakap.  I want him to feel how I love him.  Hinahaplos niya ang buhok ko habang kayakap ko siya. He keeps on kissing the top of my head while doing so.

Yun lang naman ang kaya ko'ng gawin para sa kanya.  To give my best. My selfless love.  Dumaan man kami sa iba't ibang pagsubok, ngunit dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal namin sa isa't isa ay nalampasan namin.  We have triump over all odds.  Because love conquers all.  If only both of you have faith in each other, makayanan niyo lahat.

Ang sa amin ay hindi siya sumuko.  Ikinaila ko man ang naramdaman ko sa kanya, sa huli ay nanaig ang labis na pagmamahal ko sa kanya.

Kinurot ko siya sa likod.  "You're so mean."

"I'm sorry hon." pabulong niyang sabi sa akin. Namamaos ang boses niya tanda ng sobrang emosyon na kanyang pinipigilan.  "Hey, Biro lang naman yun kanina.   Namiss kita, sobra."  He sniffed my neck.  Nagsitayuan balahibo sa batok, likod.  No, sa buong katawan ko.  Uminit bigla pisngi ko.  Seriously? Dito talaga niya balak landiin ako. 

My friends are giggling sa sobrang kilig nila sa ka sweetan ng lalaking ito.  Nilalandi naman niya ako. Not minding people arounds us.
"Mahal na mahal kita honey."
"Mahal din kita, ikaw at ikaw lang."