"She yells
She screams
And somehow she makes it into my dreams
When she has me corned
And I have no where to run
It is then that her mouth starts to fire at me like a gun
After she has finished making me feel bad
I lock myself in my room
Trying to hold my self together
But baby, I'm not made of leather
I start to chip
And crack
And break
Then I continue to cry
I don't understand
Why can't I just die?
Everything keeps falling apart
And it's well known that I'm not very smart
Then, she just tells me she loves me
And just like that it's supposed to be over
Don't you understand?!
I can't escape her
And it's all one big angry motion picture
Of a single face
Yelling at me
And now I know
I'll never be good enough
And I'll loose everyone I love
Which makes me feel not as tough as I once was
And people wonder why I'm scared to wake up
Saying I have it easy
But it's not like that at all
Cause no matter what I do she'll still get mad
And I'll always be sad
But everyone knows
This is just how my life goes."
-r.b
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Is anyone excited for Halloween?! If ya want y'all can comment whatcha gunna be. I think I'm just go as myself cause I'm scary enough *rawr*
Love, your very own broken girl💜
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Midnight wonders
Poetry•Exulansis: the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it •Sciamachy: a battle against imaginary enemies, against your own shadow. •Eccedentesiast: a person who fakes a smile For some people...
