Poem #66

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"It's sometime in between morning and night and our memories are stuck on repeat
The ones of us laughing at 4 a.m
And the ones where we are hugging each other just to protect our broken hearts
The late night deep talks starting at 12:01
And flipping off stupid teachers
Our families ask about one another now
Because we barley even mention each other's name
Everything is fading away and my hand is slipping from your grasp
The tears coming faster and I can't help but blame myself for the mess I dragged us into
I don't know how I lost you
But I need you back
I can't loose you and just be stuck with these memories
Even if they used to keep me alive, they are killing me now
Because you once told me you wouldn't leave me
That you would always be here for me and always love me
Now we've grown farther apart then we have grown closer in three years
At three o'clock the memories of your smile and the smell of your house start to diminish just like our friendship that once was so strong
I'm trying to pick up these broken puzzle pieces but I can't do it alone
Tell me this is not the end
That our ties aren't being cut loose and I'm not letting you go forever now
Tell me you still want this
This fragile piece of us
Tell me you want to help me fix what is being broken
That you can't handle letting me slip away
And whatever you choose, I'll let happen knowing it made you happy
Because you deserve the happiness I can't give you
Singed, Your best friend for three years."
-r.b
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I- I don't really want to talk about the meaning behind this and I'm sorry if it sucked
-Your very own broken girl💜

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