TRIGGER WARNING
I'm loosing, loosing the battle
My mind is a caving matter
I'm shot, the rattling of
Electricity chocking my throat
I'm loosing it, the shadows
breaking wind, closing in
Sucking my soul, breaking me whole
Ending what is left of me
I can't do it, its over
Societies game is just to strong
My wings ripped away at birth
Hanged on a shelf for everyones
Veiw if how freedom doesn't exist
Chained to a desk, infront if a stage
Wondering if you'll ever fit in
Fear overwhelming you mind
As you scream and cry but
You lips are saying I'm fine
Nobody can hear you, its hopless
Anxiety is make belief
Something that adults don't believe
Like depression is a phase
That will go away one day
Yet the scars on my wrist dont fade
The monster in the mirror does speak
Whispering dirty words in my ears
Eyes pitch black like satans tongue
I'm not crazy, not at all
Just another victim of life thats all
Stuck in the background, outcasted
I'm different, my wings keep breaking
Free
But I'm loosing me, their brainwash
Has me knee deep slowly pushing
Me under the sink, like a sinking ship
Cracking under the pressure
Millions of eyes watching me
The robots of society
Waiting for me to become one of them
Mindless, empty, locked away
The demons are like bugs
Eating away at my rotting flesh
Yet I'm no where close to being dead
Yet everyday I'm closer to my grave
Yet I can say I never lived at all
I was born too late, or born too early
My head became a cloud too empty
The rain didn't drown broken
I survived even the worst tornato
I'm loosing it, thst much is clear
I feel like my end is near
The bathroom sink became my home
Open wounds my broken friend
Just insanity creeping in, nightmares
Creeping under my fingertips like
Viens up a broken ladder
Sinking in its angry thorns
Stabbing me, it hurts to be honest
I'm going insane, my lifes out of focus
Breaking my life force into pieces
I wanted to be free but i'm locked up tight
Born into society that does nothing right
I'm loosing it, this much is true
How much longer can I go
Without loosing ever piece of
My god damn soul.
Written By: Teha Brown aka WILTEDROSE213
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HeartFelt Poetry| 18+
PoetryShe wrote Poetry because everything her heart sang was words of pain, So she would pick up a pencil and let her hand sing words to a poem that no girl should ever have to read. ~Teha Brown *Poems From The Heart *They Might Make You Cry *You Will Fe...
