TRIGGER WARNING
I am Suicidal
Now your assuming
Now your looking at your phone
Wondering what you should say
Wondering if you should call 911
Or just stay away
Your brain is thinking, hovering
Over my name
Wondering what you could say
To take away all my pain
That's the funning thing, you assumed
You assumed that I wanted to commit
The most horrible crime
Of ending my life, or wanting to die
Yet did you even ask me?
You just let straight to that thought
Because being suicidal means
You want to end your life
Yet I am SUICIDAL
I don't want to DIE
I do have DEPRESSION
but I don't want too COMMIT
What I mean by I'm suicidal
Is the feeling inside are overwhelming
Their spiriling out of control
Weakening my soul, I can't handle them
No more
It means that I want to be happy
I want to fly free, I want to be numb
I want to achieve my dreams without
The emotions flying around my chest
Tearing apart my lungs
And over beating my heart
I want all the emotions falling down
From my cheeks to be silenced
I want my sobs to become numb
And my emotions to be held in the
Back of my throat, stuck there
I don't want to feel the pain
Bubbling inside my chest like a boiling
Pot of water
I want it all to evaporate like mist
Like it didn't even exist at all
Yet you assumed I wanted to die
No, I want to feel nothing today
I want my depression to stop playing
My heart & mind like a jungle gym
So I can achieve my goals
I want my lips to not be chapped
When I speak my mind, and my voice
To be loud and proud without anxiety
Clogging my mind
I want my fears to be trapped in glass
And my eyes to be emotionless, empty and gone
Until I have my life in the palm of my
Hands ready to move on
Because ONE DAY without these feelings
Would be like one day of peace
It would be like a serene scene of beauty
Flying innocently like a butterfly
So when I say I'm Suicidal
Please ask me what kind
Cause I PROMISE you, I don't want to die
IF I DID, you would know
Because if I wanted to die
I wouldn't say nothing at all.
Written By: Teha Brown aka WILTEDROSE213
I AM NOT PROMOTING SUICIDE, IF YOU HONESTLY FEEL LIKE YOUR GOING TO DO SOMETHING TO YOURSELF THAT YOU SHOULDN'T.
GET HELP, MESSAGE SOMEBODY, CALL 911. NEVER HURT YOURSELF TRUST ME, YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO SO LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU ALL, AND IF YOU NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TOO. I WILL BE THERE TO HELP.
STAY SAFE ❤️
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