He Heals Me

Chapter 10:Dance with me Part 2

Kina POV

Larry: So today we will not be talking or even thinking. Today we will be dancing.

Kina: I can't dance in front of people... I'm too shy. What if it looks dumb?

Larry: Now there's no time for be shy. *chuckles* Plus it's just me and you. I'll be dancing with you.

Kina: But I'm not good at dancing. Club dancing while I'm drunk and it's dark in a room is one thing but I'm sober and it's bright in here.

Larry: Well I can fix one of those things.

He walked away while I felt fear grip my body. I don't dance in front of people. I hate the way they watch, their eyes judging my every move. It's so personal and invasive to me at least.

Then the lights turned off and I couldn't see a thing. I took a step back. Not even sure why but I did. Then I heard a noise to my left. The blinds opened slightly. Just enough to allow enough light in to see a little but not enough to see from the outside. I watched Larry walk back over to a speaker sitting on a bench. I closed my eyes waiting for the music to start. My anxiety growing by the second. My heart had to have been trying to jump through my rib cage. I could feel it pound against it.

The music started and surprisingly it was soft and soothing. The voice of Frank Ocean began to sing. I've always loved his voice. I opened my eyes and looked at Larry. He was no longer next to the speaker. He was in the middle of the room and he was dancing. It was beautiful...He moved with a passion that was made to follow the music. I found myself gravitating towards him. Slow steps. I had hardly even realized I was walking until I had to move my head to better observe him up close. His body moved freely.

Once I stood in front of him, he opened his eyes and it was almost as if he stared right into my soul. I may as well have been naked in front of him. The amount of vulnerability I felt was debilitating. I maintained eye contact only because I was frozen. He reached down and grabbed my hand. I jumped slightly at the contact.

Larry: Don't think. Just let it all flow through you. The music. The feeling. The voice. Let it in and let it move you.

I couldn't respond. Not that what he said really warranted a response. I felt him pull my arm. I looked down and he was walking backwards. I followed for a few steps before realizing my footsteps were in time with the beat. Then he let go of my hand...

Larry POV

She was scared stiff. I could feel how tense she was the second I grabbed her hand. I had to get her to move. I walked backwards in time with the beat. I could almost feel the surprise she felt that she was moving. I let her hand go to see what she'd do. Slowly at first, only following softer parts of the beat, she began to dance. Much like hearing her sing, I was stunned. She closed her eyes so she could hide from me and pretend I wasn't there. The way her feet glided across the floor was like an ice skater. I watched her intently as she began to follow all parts of the beat.

I moved to walk behind her as she danced. It reminded me of when I would dance with my twin, Laurent. She had a unique style. Much like his. I could feel her dance even when I closed my eyes. I never experienced this with anyone but my brother. My body began to move with hers, countering her every move. When I opened my eyes, I realized her eyes were open now as well. She allowed me to see her. I felt her frustration, anguish, guilt, sadness, happiness, joy, all of it.

I stopped moving at the same time she did, realizing the song had ended. Our chests heaved breathing hard from the dancing. She stood in front of me, looking into my eyes unafraid. The next song played on my speaker. Out My Face by Bankroll Mafia. She smiled for a second and backed away from me. I just watched with curiosity.

When the beat dropped, she went in beast mode. I felt a beaming smile grace my face. I couldn't help but yell at how she would beat kill and her facials were everything. She was in her own zone and to watch it felt like she was dancing only for me. This went on for a few more songs. We both just danced and cheered each other on. I loooovvvveeeddd it! I hadn't danced like that in a long time. I was almost sad her session had to come to a close.

Dr. Lynn turned the lights on from inside the observation room and announced that the session was over. I turned the music off and grabbed water for Kina and I.

Larry: So how do you feel?
Kina: I'm tired, obviously *chuckles* but I can't remember a time when I felt more free.
Larry: I feel the same when it comes to dancing. I see you though. You got some serious moves on you.
Kina: I could say the same for you.
Larry: I mean I used to be in a dance group with my brother some years ago.
Kina: Why'd you stop?
Larry: My brother got injured and it was just not the same without him. Plus people was hating that we ran the scene for so long so it became a hassle.
Kina: Oh that sucks. Glad I got to see you dance though. I love seeing people dance.
Larry: I can tell.

We laughed a bit and Kina got her stuff together to leave. I walked her to the door and before she went to leave I couldn't help but say...

Larry: If you ever wanna hang out outside of this place, hit me up. I kinda have no life outside of here.
Kina: I'd love that! I'll hit you up later.
Larry: Ok. I'll be waiting. *grins*

Kina walked out and I just watched her walk away. I felt someone staring holes in the side of my face. I looked to the left and sure enough Dr. Lynn was staring at me shaking her head. I went to speak, but she just shut the observation room door in my face. Dammit! I went to gather my things back in my bag and hopes that Dr. Lynn would say something before I left for the day.

Sure enough when I knocked on the door after cleaning the session room, she opened it and ushered me inside to talk.

Doc: What are you doing Larry?
Larry: what do you mean?
Doc: Don't play stupid with me Larry?
Larry: I just...I feel like I need to know her. Outside of this place and these conditions. Don't you see how scared and apprehensive she is once she comes in that room?
Doc: Do you know why that is?
Larry: Because for her it means reliving her past and someone prodding her to talk about things she's tried to forget.
Doc: *sighs* Tread carefully Larry. I must admit you are amazing with her but you can't let personal feeling interfere with professional relationships. You're blurring the line here.
Larry: What if I quit the program? Would you allow me to accompany her in sessions still?
Doc: There are legal ramifications that come with that Larry! If there is an incident, I will be liable! Are you willing to accept those risks?!
Larry: I would. I realized today that I would give it all up...for her.
Doc: Why? Because you saw her dance! I saw. It was amazing but what makes it special?!
Larry: I can feel what she feels. The same way that I can with my twin brother. Her chakra touched mine and became one for that time. I don't know how else to explain it to you. I feel less of me now that she's gone.
Doc: This is far more serious than I thought...
Larry: What is?
Doc: .......You are deeply in love with her.

A/N: I know you guys hate cliffhangers but I'm tired lol I gotta get some sleep. Let me know how this chapter is. I love the feedback I get from you guys!😘 Until next time Lovelies👋🏾