He Heals Me

Chapter 13: The Next Session

Kina POV

I awoke and lay in bed for a moment. I had no nightmares last night. I didn't dream at all. I guess I should be happy about that. I had kind of hoped to dream of a future with Larry that didn't end in a more broken version of myself. I got up to get ready for the day. My mind was everywhere at once. A million scenarios constantly running through my mind. I was so distracted that I burned my attempt at cooking breakfast. I decided on a bowl of cereal instead. I eat the most of it before it became soggy and the crunch of it were no longer sufficient to drown out the noise of my mind. I decided to have a run on the treadmill in my workout room to attempt to calm my mind. I hadn't used it in a while. I hoped running would have the same effect it used to have on me. I would feel so free when I ran. It was like the demons that plagued me would disappear as if they couldn't catch me as I ran faster.

I began with a moderate walk to loosen up. After a few minutes, I began to increase my speed to a good running pace. The music in my ears proved a needed distraction. I stared into space in front of me feeling as if I wasn't running anymore but as if I was soaring away. I took flight. Before I knew it, a smooth sheen of sweat covered my skin and I had been running for 15 minutes. I started a slow decrease in speed over the next 5 minutes until I was walking. I pushed out each breath feeling accomplished in silencing my mind for the time being. I checked the time....shit I need to get ready. My session would start soon and I needed to shower and change. I wonder how it's going to go without Larry being there...

An hour later I find myself walking into the waiting room. I signed in and took a seat, taking a minute to look at my phone that I've neglected all morning besides to play music. I had a message from Larry that said see you soon. I was sure my face read confusion as I type a quick what do you mean back to him. I look up from my phone just thinking about the message to find myself looking at Larry walking down the hallway toward where I sat. He wore a smirk that grew into the cutest bunny toothed smile when our eyes met. I just stared at him with wide eyes as he walked up.

Larry POV

Doc: Ok well that sounds like a good starting point for today. Remember no special treatment Larry. I need you to make the separation clear up front and no surprises okay?

Lar: I got you and thanks again.

I walked out of the office to see if Kina had checked in yet. On the way down to the entrance hallway my phone vibrated. I started to check it but then my eyes landed on Kina in the waiting room looking down at her phone. When she looked up and saw me her eyes opened wide. She just stared at me not speaking. I smiled at her obviously surprised expression. Then I spoke.

Lar: Good morning Kina. Come this way please. We're ready for you.

She looked at me for another moment in shock before shaking out of it and standing quickly. I could tell that she felt slightly awkward so I tried my best to maintain a calm smile. I led her into the session room where two chairs and my clipboard were. I guess we should get the worst part out of the way first.

Lar: So I'm aware that you're probably confused to see me here today.
Kina: Shouldn't I be? I mean does Dr. Lynn know?
Lar: Yes, she is aware of our encounter last night.
Kina: And you still get to stay? What's the catch?
Lar: I am to show you no preferential treatment and our personal life will remain outside of this institution. When we are here, you are my patient and when we leave, we are whatever you would like for us to be in that time.
Kina: Am I allowed to speak with you about whatever we will be in our sessions or what my issues with attempting to form a new relationship are?
Lar: It's best that if the conversation is about me that you speak with Doc. I could be tempted to sway your thought process in my favor and that's not the way I would want it to be.
Kina: Would you be aware of what is said in those sessions?
Lar: Only if my behavior is harmful to you.
Kina: Ok...
Lar: If this is too weird or you feel uncomfortable in any way, I will leave if that's what you need.
Kina: NO!...I mean...*sighs* I want you to stay.
Lar: Well then I will be here.
Kina: Dr. Lynn is okay with all of this?
Lar: She has some reservations about it but we have come to an understanding.
Kina: Oh ok. So what's on the schedule for today?
Lar: Today may be a bit harder than most days.
Kina: Why?
L: Today we will begin talking about your past relationships.

Larry POV

Kina's eyes grew wide after I said that. She looked almost frightened at the thought. Doc expected that reaction and gave me some tools to keep her relaxed during the session. I pulled the bottle of aromatherapy oil from under my chair and poured a generous amount in the bowl sitting on the table next to us. The room began to fill with the smell of lavender and chamomile. I went to the supply closet and grabbed a warm blanket and draped it over Kina's legs. She looked more comfortable already. I put my fingertips in the bowl of oil and after taking both of her hands, I applied a swipe of it to each. She brought her hands instinctively to her face and deeply inhaled. I think we're ready to begin...

A/N: Hey you guys!👋🏾 I know it's been a minute but I finally found an angle for the next session. There will be a part 2! Enjoy lovely people! Don't forget to comment and vote😘