This is my first book so try to give me some advice to make it better
So you have grown up in (y/h/t) all your life and always been noticed because (y/m/n) was a famous Actor and (y/d/n) was a famous director but when you turned 15 your mom and...
*Warning* this has Depression,Suicidal thoughts,and self harm if you are triggered to that please don't read this chapter still *WARNING*
~~Y/n~~
As soon as i got home I locked my door and windows,closed my curtains and as I did that i kept hearing pounding on the window and door "Y/N OPEN THE DOOR I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO ANYTHING DUMB,COME OUT NOW" i heard Connie scream from the door "WE'LL HELP YOU GET OVER THIS JUST PLEASE DON'T DO ANYTHING"I heard Adrien Yell as he kept pounding on the window "Look Y/n Jason did not sacrifice his life just for you to die on the same day,Look you're being selfish what about everyone else that cares about you just please think about that"I hear Mari say calmly.I go on the floor crying I then hear "CATACLYSM" and my window's now broken "ill fix it later" Mari huffs I then start laughing
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"Are you okay" Adrien asks Connie and Mari give him a 'are you dumb' look.I then put on my fakest smile "Yup i'm totally fine actually I really didn't want not kill myself because of course it's not my fault and I don't feel guilty at all you know Adrien we should all get milkshakes and forget this ever happend" I snapped They all looked at me in shock "I-I'm sorry i'm just really unstable,he was the only male I could tell anything to " I sobbed "HEY WHAT'S GOING ON I'M TRYING TO PLAY MY POKEMON" I heard a voice I really didn't want to hear right now Luke.I slowly turned around to see him stare worriedly at me "w-w-what's wrong" Luke asked "I-I'm s-so sorry L-L-Luke but you know those superheros" he nodded.i continued "Well your brother was one of them and h-h-he risked his l-l-l-life just for me and h-h-he's gone I'M SO SORRY" I cried.Luke then looked at me like I was playing around until he didn't see my face change his eyes then went wide and his face darkend "Please tell me you're joking....PLEASE" I shook my head while crying.He then hugged me and started crying "pl-please t-t-tell me you're joking" He whispered.I whispered back "I-I'm sorry but he won't come back Luke" He then hugged me tightly and whispered something I wish he never said "I love you too much to kill you,all I want you to know is that if your about to die ill be there watching not helping and laughing I .HATE .YOU" He yelled the last part then ran away calling someone.They all stood in shock how I Started laughing they didn't realized that I just cut my wrist until blood was dripping from it"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO Y/N" Connie cried "Wanna know something" i whispered loud enough for them all to hear
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow
I then grabbed the glass harder and started cutting myself while they were trying to stop me
I then started laughing at them
And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take When people run in circles it's a very very Mad world, mad world
I grab my Necklace from Adrien
and then transform myself into Leona
and ran out the window
while they were calling my name
Children waiting for the day, they feel good Happy birthday, happy birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher,...
this made me think of my childhood
So gloomy so dead without him
dead,dead what I should be
tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me
I got closer and closer to the tower I need to die for
His sake
And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take When people run in circles it's a very very Mad world, mad world Enlarge your world
I make it to the tower with a whole bunch of people looking up
in worry
No one loves me as a friend
i need to DIE
Worthless
and my parents the'll be glad
as I was on the edge I Looked at my friends
one last time
Mad World
I smile at them
and Jump
I got closer to the ground and still have my smile on
This was the choice I made
Connie,Mari,Alya,Nino,Jackson and mostly Adrien
I'm sorry
T3T I'm so sorry these few chapters are going to be sad as hell but I hope
you can understand, your Best male friend/Boyfriend died but still