My Detective

Chapter 30 - Falling

Jennifer's POV

Composing myself and taking a deep breath before knocking on the door of Leah's room. I don't even know if this is a good idea or why I'm here. But I'm so mortified and I think, at some point I'm gonna have to clear some things to her. If I keep doing this I'll hurt her. I can't keep lying.

"Come in"

I opened it, and I look around and saw Leah sitting on her bed, in her night gown, wearing her eyeglasses. This is torture. Soon, she removed it and put the book she's reading down. "Uh..I-I came to get my.." She looked at me, then start chuckling. "You're so funny. Sit down, I'll get it" I did what she asked and wait for her shuffling through her closet. I wait anxiously while I do, "This?" I tilt my head up and look at her, she got my underwear in my hand. Oh my god. "This is what you want?" She says, holding up her finger. "Leah..stop. Give me that" I said and went to reach it. "No" She said, "First, tell me why you kissed me" she says biting her lip. I looked down, and it was a bad idea. Her boobs were popping through that night gown. And that's actually my weakness.

Maybe because I'm insecure of my body.

"Leah-- look, I wasn't thinking clearly"

"Really?"

I stayed silent.

"You're practically purring at me like a little sex kitten"

My mouth drops.

"Oh my god, Leah! Don't say that" I said, crossing my arms.

"Why? That turn you on?" She giggled. Mind you, she's still has my panties in her hand. "Y-yes--- I m-mean No!" I blurted out. She came closer, threw what she's holding all this time on the floor and pushed me on her bed. She crawl towards me, smirking and I got weak looking at her. Her cleavage is literally on my face. And I give in, I pulled her neck and crashed my supple lips onto hers. And she attacked back by giving me harsh kisses.

Leah got me fucked up.

Leah's POV

When I slide my face between her legs, I let my cheeks rub her inner thighs. She shivered, I felt it through her body. "Sensitive" I whispered to myself. Jennifer was practically naked on my bed, dazed and aching for some release.

I take my time. "Wait" she said making me stop. I looked up at her, "What's wrong?" I say, running my finger across her jaw. She glances down at my lips and  back at my eyes. She shook her head no and pushed my head back downwards. That's what I thought. I chuckled. She's so cute. Then I went back to business, I made sure my breath from my open mouth is on her mound. It was perfect. Shaved, warm, wet; just the way I like it. She purrs like my contented kitten and slides her fingers through my long hair.

Jennifer, who is straight as a damn ruler and so by the book is laying on my bed, naked. I had to look up at her again to make sure this is real.

I love sliding my warm, wet mouth along her inner thigh, caressing her with my tongue, then trailing lingering kisses on her skin. I watch her breathing deepen.

My tongue and wet lips slide hotly to that spot where her thigh and tummy meet. I hit  a sensitive spot and she jumps a little, prematurely, knowing what I will do to her. I slid my tongue right there, then kiss her, sucking her skin, she squeals and pulls my hair. I purr for her and suck some more on that spot.

I smile and keep my mouth in place, opening my mouth wide and letting her feel my teeth on all the muscles gathered there, growling while I do, she screams out loud and digs her nails in my shoulders through my hair, her ass bucking off the mattress.

In conclusion, she was panting and moaning. She ended up laying on my chest, naked. The only light in my room is the moon. I couldn't be more contented. I ran my finger across her hair and she was just quite. Meanwhile, I finally break the ice. "Is that why you're scared? Because of your mom?" I hear her sigh. She nodded and looked up to me. "I hated her all my life" she paused, "I couldn't accept her coming out to me" she whispered, "and here I am. Doing exactly what I hated" I just let her, and silence clouded us again. "You're scared because this is new and different. But let me tell you that, there's nothing wrong about this. We're not bad people, and neither your mom" She looked up, and put her hand on my cheek, leaning down to plant a kiss on my lips. I flip every time she does that, it still feel surreal. "This is confusing" she sighs. "And you have a girlfriend" I can see her rolling her eyes, she hates Tess so much. "I immediately shot back. "She is not my girlfriend" "Mmm.. We can't keep doing this, Leah", "Look, I don't feel anything about Tess, okay? It's nothing worth thinking. I'm gonna talk to her" "Am I gay?" She asked, "I don't know, you tell me" I teased, "I don't know" she sighs. "Rush is not our keyword hun" I said, kissing her head. She just sighed deeply and refused to say anything, obviously bothered.

I wake up fairy around 8 in the morning. The beam of sunlight peaked through the windows, I must've forgot to close it last night, well we were pretty busy. I looked down and Jennifer's hair is all over my face. She looks so beautiful asleep. I wish I could wake up everyday like this. I think and I hope this is going somewhere, not just a mistake that we both move on. I can't believe that days ago, I was just about to terminate my friendship with her. I hated her, and now she's naked in my bed. A lot can happen in a week. I could tell she was having a good dream , her lips were curled up ever so slightly on the corners. Meanwhile, she was making noises and moving around. She looked up to me and muttered, "Fuck" I chuckled, "Good morning to you too" she groans, covering her face and rolling off of me. "I'm so fucking stupid" she said,exhausted. "Don't act embarrassed now" "I can't help it. This is not me" she says.

"Leah-- I don't know what I'm doing. I'm just following my guts and I have a bad feeling this will not end good. I'm sorry okay? But this is going nowhere. You're gay and I'm not. I'm not making this complicated, but it is what it is.

Why does it feel like she's lying?

"You don't know me Leah. I am much capable of what I look. I'm certainly not a good person"

What the hell is she saying?

And I got upset really fast. I thought we're all fine last night. I get that she's confused and frightened but she's also being insensitive. I'm not gonna let her play my damn feeling again. She better make up her damn mind.

"You're telling me that after sex? Right. You're ridiculous."

She went silent.

"Don't I look idiot enough to you right now? I don't give a fuck of who or what you are. I want you but you sure know how to play a game, Jennifer"

I was pissed, I got up from bed saying nothing and leaving her. When I finished. My bed was fixed and she was gone. Like she's always been when you needed her.