Adventures of Captainnamerika

My Note To You...

We've met the old-fashioned way in multicolored scenes.

No matter how animated I was, I still didn't know what it means.

I know by now you're asking if this note is for you.

You have no idea how I wish you knew.

You were the first....

The first to run your hands through my hair,

The first to give me that look which makes it hard to see if you care.

The first to open the door,

The first to tell me words I've never heard before.

I don't know if this is just second best,

I don't know if I should just give it a rest.

But I do know no other hand fits through mine like yours.

I just don't want want to be filled with shame and remorse.

I can't say that I like you too.

But ever since that night, I just couldn't stop thinking about you.

I know that the picture of us looks bleak.

But I hope you don't share that smile with anyone else but me.

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I don't know about you but I'm aware that this is cheesy.

But I just have this weird feeling for the past few days.

And when I feel this way, I let it out by writing it.

And this is how I truly feel. For now.

I just wish he would read this.

But I know someday it'll all be over. That this is just an infatuation.

At least I tried.

*huge sigh* Life is weird. But it plays well in good time.

Till the next odyssey!

-Captainnamerika 😘