Letter Five

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When I kissed you for the first time, it tasted like vomit. It was incredibly disgusting and I hated it. I remember thinking that I wasn't going to ask you on a second date, but the thought of not hearing you laugh again made me sad.

It's been about eight months since I've last heard it.

It sounded delicate and carefree. If I'm being honest with myself, I miss your laugh a little. But now I'm mixing your laugh with hers and in my head, it doesn't sound the way it used to. Lately, I've noticed I'm mixing up a lot of things between you two.

Was it you or her that likes oranges? I know I should remember. She's my current after all. But if I'm being honest with myself again, you plague my life in ways you shouldn't anymore. My heart doesn't belong to you anymore, Tat. So why are you still in my thoughts?

Aidan

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