All The Reasons Why ✔️

Letter Thirty

Things stopped feeling right after we got back together for that third time, didn't they? You stopped coming over as much and I stopped asking you to. We kissed less and cuddled less. I could tell that you wanted to throw yourself at me, but something was holding you back.

What was it, Tatiana?

My mom asked me the other day when I drove to her house from my dad's what happened between us. She asked me if you had broken my heart and is that why I was with Jessica. I told her no, that I cared about Jessica. And that the only person who had broken my heart was me.

I'm sure you're wondering how it is that I could fall in love with Jessica shortly after we had ended things for good. I'm sure you're wondering if maybe we had a thing for part of our relationship. I'll tell you all about it, Tat. Though I must warn you it is a complicated story.

But first, I need to give you another truth. Are you ready for it?

Truth: I never cheated on you. Not once. Not even emotionally. When I started feeling as if I was, I ended it. I ended it for good.

Aidan