All The Reasons Why ✔️

Letter Thirty-Six

It's been weeks since I wrote to you. And I want to give you a reason as to why that is, but if I did, I think I'd break your heart all over again.

I stopped writing to you because when I do, it's harder to focus on the bad things. I get trapped in thoughts I shouldn't. Like how it felt to hold you at night. Or how excited you got when the first snow fell. The way that you would grab my hand while we walked through town and intertwine our fingers as if it was as easy as breathing.

Truth: I'm scared if I keep writing to you I will fall back in love with you and break both of our hearts more.

But is that even possible at this point?

Aidan