All The Reasons Why ✔️

Letter Twenty-Five

Truth: if I could go back to the night after you took me back, I would. And I would change everything that I did from that point on.

I should have come clean about my addiction. Because at that point I wasn't just popping pills. I was trying anything I could to get high.

I should have explained that the reason I was so irritated wasn't that I was finding you more annoying suddenly, but instead because withdrawals are a bitch.

I should have told you that I meant it when I said I didn't want to lose you. That I would try and get help for my problems. For you. That I wanted to make this work because you were the only good thing in my life.

I should never have picked those pills back up.

Aidan