My Life Turned Up Side Down

What the hell happened

Ciel's pov:

     After I leave Sebastian to take care of the girl. I can't help but think of her, the song she sang made me cry and that hasn't happened since my parents died, I'm so glad Sebastian didn't turn around to face me. I would never live it down if he had seen me. But the girl I've never seen someone dress like her and she was covered in so much blood. I'm suprised she lasted that long and she was ready to die. I know I'm gonna die by Sebastians hand and I'm not ready for it yet she was. That girl is different she doesn't look like she's from around here.

    Once I reach my study I can't concentrate on my work. My mind keeps going back to the girl.Hours have passed  and Sebastian hasn't come to get me for dinner he must be attending to her. I decide to go to the dinning room. When I get their the food is already prepared yet Sebastian is nowhere in sight.

     After dinner I went back to the study room. This time I keep her out of my mind.

     "Young master it's time for bed" Sebastians says standing at the doorway I get up and head to my room.

       After Sebastian leaves I lay in bed thinking when will she wake up? and what she'll bring when she does. little by little I drift off in sleep.

       Sebastians pov:

       My master didn't ask any questions about the girl. Which I'm kinda relieved  about because there's no way I could have explained the bullet. Since I don't have anything to do until morning I should keep an eye on her she might not make it through the night. Once I reach her room I see her laying in her stomach. I chuckle well looks like she's gonna make. I search through her bag I find what she was wearing under that dress. And some really strange pants and a top, I also found 3 other things that I have no idea what they are two of then are as big as my plam but one is made of glass and the other made of plastic. And the other was next to the toothbrush. But what intereste me the most is journal that's full of writting. I open the page and their poems put I've never heard of these people I wonder if she writes her feelings in here.

     "Awwww" I say softly as I find a page that says dear diary it

says

       Dear Diary

           I know wierd for me to writte about my feelings when I'm not a girly girl. But any way I think It will help because if I don't get everything out of me I will have another break down and I really don't want that to happen. So any school was normal but this afternoon was raining. Which I think really helped because sometimes I want to cry but I can't the rain going down my face made it feel as if I was crying which got that weight out of my chest thank God. But I think its getting worse today I got so mad at my teacher I thought of how much I would love to kill him and taste his blood in my lips. I really can't help were my thoughts go its like my brain has its own brain which is hard to expalin I know. but its like my brain  controls me not the other way around as it should be. But anyway I only thought about killing my teacher only once today so i guess its good so talk to you later.

       I've never read anything so deep before. I wonder is she's actually stable mentally speaking.But I feel like she isn't like that at all just looking at her, yea she's looks childish but she survived an attack on her, well I'll just have to wait for when she wakes up if I'm right or not. Let's see what else she has he....

     "your the reasone I smile" I hear her say barely above a whisper. I wouldn't have heard her if I wasn't a demon. I walk over to her bed is she awake. No she still unconscious, I feel my anger boiling inside me she love's someone and she's thinking about him.Who is it though.