I have reached a certain level of doneness

Random Aphmau Shit and me ranting about other random shit

Hey! Kaide here, and, instead of working on an actual book like I should be doing right now, I'm writing stuff about Aphmau

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Emiko is afraid of heights. Like, terrified. She went on a plane once and all the other Ro'Maeves say they have never seen her that scared in their life. Or scared at all.

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Emiko also has an obsession with fire, even though her neighborhood got burned to a crisp, only most of the kids escaping alive, and then another fire which resulted in her orphanage burning down, and then another fire, which resulted in the reason Zane hides that eye behind his hair.

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Oh yeah, Zane got trapped in a fire, and he now has a burn scar on the side of his face, which is the reason he hides his eye.

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Ari and Emiko both have bipolar disorder.

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Now, Aphmau full name headcannons with Kaide.

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Garroth Andrew Ro'Maeve

Zane Kestin Ro'Maeve

Aphmau Jessica Shu.

Can you see how lazy I'm being here?

I'm literally making that character's voice actor's name the character's middle name.

Who voices Vylad again?

'But, some characters are voiced by the name person!'

We get creative bitches, Dante's middle name is Oliver.

Ariena Hope Ro'Maeve.

Emiko Rose Ro'Maeve.

Those last two characters were made by me, so they technically don't count.

Laurance Sebastian Zvhal.

Katelyn... Katelyn. She's just Katelyn.

Travis Patrick Valkrum.

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I CAN'T GET THE RIGHT SHADE OF BLUE FOR A CHARACTER'S EYES!

Like, they're a light dusty blue, but I can't get the right shade, like, it's either too vibrant, or too grey, and UGH I'M ANGRY.  

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I got it! I finally got the right shade of blue and YES!

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Laurance sobbing his eyes out and holding onto Garroth for dear life after having a horrible nightmare of everyone abandoning him, and Garroth just hugging him, trying to calm him down, and make sure he knows that no one will leave him, ever.

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Does Laurance need glasses?

He does now.

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I still stand by the fact that Vylad is a Meif'wa hiding his ears and tail because he feels ashamed of them.

Ari has no shame.

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Me: *Looks up autism to see if it's safe to say one of my characters has it*

Me: *Looks at a part of the wiki page*

Me: *Realizes I do at least one of these things from each category*

Me: Huh.

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I have a story and it's the reason I have a mini freak-out whenever I see one of those feather quill things.

So, for my birthday a few years ago, my parents got me a quill.

I didn't really use it that much, and it really just sat around as decoration.

I didn't really pay much mind to it until I moved.

I just saw it sitting there, and feeling the need to mess with something, I started to just play with the feather.

I felt how sharp the metal part was.

After a few days, I began picking the skin off of my hands with the quill.

There were streaks of raw skin everywhere on my hands.

I kept my hands hidden once I accidentally made myself bleed with it.

So, everything went alright for a bit. I was enjoying my pain, and no one knew.

So, one day, my parents were leaving me home alone, and I was giving my mom a hug.

I instinctively held my hand out to my dad, as to ask him to join the hug.

He saw the raw skin on my hands.

I felt so embarrassed, and I explained to them what was going on.

They made me throw the metal part away, but I think I still have the feather.

A bit after my hands had healed, and only a few faint scars were left, I got into sewing.

I started scratching my skin off with the sewing needle.

I stopped, I have no idea where the needle is now, and that's a good thing.

But, I still do stuff like this sometimes.

I still put myself in pain sometimes, but I've mainly stopped.

I've picked up a new habit of twisting my lip and biting my inside of my mouth, and it leaves bruises scattering my face. I also pick at every sore and I have scars from where nasty infected sores have healed.

I comb my hair so much, and I also chew on the comb. It's stimulating.

I have sensory issues.

It may be possible that I have autism, but there's really no way to prove it.

So, back to my Aphmau shit...

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Up until they were like sixteen, Ari and Vylad were practically inseparable.

They both got accepted into O'khasis prep, or whatever the fuck it's called, but Vylad went to Phoenix drop high because whatever his reason was, and Ari followed because she didn't like being alone.

They even changed their class schedules to the same thing, and chose seats right next to eachother.

They hated being apart.

They still feel more comfortable when they're together, but they've learned to deal with being alone or away from each other more.

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Ari has abandonment issues.

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Emiko is a loner, and she has sharp reflexes.

Just about everyone she knows can say that they've been punched by her more than once.

She never hurt Aphmau though, she's always found Aphmau's voice soothing, so she never hurt her.

Aphmau is just everyone's soft spot, right?

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Kaide, you could be doing literally anything else with your life, yet you're doing THIS!

Bye weirdos, sorry I wasted your time with my weird shit.