First Love - M.YG 💛 P.JM

Chapter 16

Jimins P.O.V

     Yoongi? What is he doing there. I can't look at him. Why am I crying? He doesn't care for you.

    "Jimin?" I hear him say from across the street.

     My legs feel weak, I'm frozen. Why?

     "Jimin!" I hear Taehyung shout from down the sidewalk and embrace me into a hug.

     I can still see Yoongi Hyung walk away from the corner of my eye. He's now walking away and I see a girl with him? See look, he's already moved on he doesn't want you.

     "Eh, Jimin Hyung? What are you thinking about?" He says while pulling hand.

     "Oh, Nothing..." I say as we walk towards his home.

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     We arrived at Taehyung's house and I'm pretty sure this is the same house me and him stayed in after school. It all looks the same as when we were kids, only small changes. Like more pictures, cleaner floors, cleaner rooms, and more games. Also while we were walking to his house, he talked about how he and Jungkook met and why he was late.

     We headed upstairs and he brought me into a guest bedroom that used to be Taehyung's Fathers's work room.

     "So, you can stay in here for now, just don't go into my room without permission okay! Also my parents are on a business trip and are coming back in three or so days so, I can't have you stay for any longer." He says while letting me enter the guest room.

     "Ah, that's okay, I'll find a place to stay by then hopefully." I say while sitting on the bed.

     Taehyung leaves the room and I take some time to look around. The walls are painted a light turquoise, I see a desk with a computer on it in the corner of the room, and the floor is wood, well not actual wood but you know what I mean.

     I don't have anything with me so I just take off my jacket and fall asleep after getting used to my surroundings. Honestly this bed  is also quite comfortable so, I fall asleep quickly.

~Jimin's Dream~
(*In his P.O.V still*)

     I'm sitting on a cliff. I'm wearing a simple white oversized hoodie and I'm seem to be all alone and I see nothing but the roofs of buildings. I sit there admiring the sunset before me. I smell the clean wind as I bushes against me.

     Night comes and I see the stars in the sky appear.

     You know, if you think about it, I don't matter to the world. Being just one in seven billion. Would it matter if I jumped off now. Would anyone care? Probably not, you're completely useless and un memorable.

     Then, I feel a something on my shoulder, I guess it's just the wind so I continue watching over the night sky.

     "Jimin" I hear a similar low voice say behind me.

     I lay on my back, looking backwards and I see..... Yoongi? I see his head hover above mine, I stare at his face admiring it I want to touch it. I miss him. He hates you. He only wants your body. He doesn't want you. He doesn't love you. I reach out my hand to touch him but, as my hands start to caress his soft pale face, he fades away into ashes.

     I stand up and I see the ashes blow away. My hands reach out, trying to grasp it. I try and I fall off the cliff into a dark pit.

~Back to Reality~

     I wake up in a sudden jolt. Was that just a dream?

"Jimin-Ah? Me and Jungkook are going to get some food, do you want us to get anything for you?!" I hear Taehyung shout from the other side of the door.

"Um no, I don't need anything.." I say quietly but still staying to get them to hear it.

"Okay, bye then Jimin Hyung!" I hear Jungkook say back.

I hear Taehyung and Jungkook walk out the door. I unlock my phone and I look at my messages and I see a lot of texts from Yoongi Hyung? I scroll through all the messages.

MinSwag: Jimin?

November 28, 4:67pm

MinSwag: Jimin, I'm so sorry.

November 28, 10:13pm

MinSwag: I'm sorry I can't apologize directly on what happened, I just can't remember at all. I'm sorry.

November 29, 3:09am

MinSwag: Jimin? Whatever I did, I'm sorry. I wish whatever I did, I could take it all back

November 29, 8:47pm

     I scrolled down to see rows upon rows of apologies. I cried while reading some, most likely because it was Yoongi Hyung who was sending this everyday while I was in the hospital I got around five to eleven texts. I scroll further down and I see some missed phone calls from him. I scroll down and I see some more recent ones.

MinSwag: OMG. Namjoon and Jin just told me what happened that night. I am so sorry.

MinSwag: WHY DID I DO THAT?!?!?

December 7, 9:24pm

MinSwag: I know why you probably aren't reading these. I understand why you don't want to talk, I'll just leave you alone

December 7, 11:49pm

MinSwag: I'm sorry, I probably shouldn't have called your name. That was bad...

Today, A Few Hours Ago

     I feel like texting him back but something urges me not to. He's faking it, he just wants to fuck you again.

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A/N I updated the cover because I wanted to. *Finger guns away from scene*