Merciless is what I am
With no hope for help
The hope died long ago before this ever started
Blood shot eyes make me look scary
But really all I am is scared
Scared of who I really am
Of what people think of me
Who the monster is inside of me
That scares off others
Including those who I love
My own thoughts wake me up at night
I hear the screaming inside my mind
The pounding of my brain against my skull
Voices whisper to me in my sleep
Telling me many ruthless things
Hoping to help me die in my own little world
I'm scared of what is going on in my own mind
Little shadows scare me to death
In thinking that they are real
Monsters hide under my bed
Hoping to eat me in my sleep
Everyone lets me think that I'm crazy
Even though this happens to everyone at some point
People start to loose their mind due to old age
But I have lost mine before everyone else
This makes me different and weird
People think I'm scary
Or that I'm afraid of myself
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Poems!
PoetrySo this is a book of poems that I have written - my old account was XxLovePoetryxX so this is me still. But again a lot of these are from when I was younger (at least the first few) some of them are also from now a days. Warning updates will be a b...