That feeling I can never get rid of
That I will never be good enough for some
The fact that I feel this way frightens me
I have a good life, a good home and everything I could ever want
But yet, I have this eerie feeling that at one point in my life I will be forgotten and replaced
By someone better or worse, no one knows
This feeling won't leave me no matter what I do
It follows me like a shadow, forever connected to my body and my soul
My fear prevents me from doing certain things
Like making friends and keeping them
For me, nothing ever lasts
It all comes crumbling down at some point in time
No one understands what I go through, they don't understand
I am different and because of that, no one wants me
They are scared of me, and don't want me around anymore
At least that is what the voices inside my head seem to say
They haunt me, defying my every move
My life revolves around the choices they make for me
I am scared for what they will make me do next
That feeling stills lies within me
Making me wish I was never alive
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Poems!
PoetrySo this is a book of poems that I have written - my old account was XxLovePoetryxX so this is me still. But again a lot of these are from when I was younger (at least the first few) some of them are also from now a days. Warning updates will be a b...
