if only i could

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I look at my notifications and see that zach went live so i clicked on it

I look at my notifications and see that zach went live so i clicked on it

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I say hi to him but he doesnt read it. I leave the live stream and text zach

Z- zach

LI- lilly

LI- zach i need to talk to you...
5 minutes later

Z- yes, sorry i was live.

LI- i saw...i just need to talk to someone.

Z- babe..

LI- if you dont want to talk to me its fine.

Z- no ill talk to you...go on

LI- its just...i cant be happy but i feel like i fake happiness it makes other people around me feel happy.

Z- dont fake happiness, id rather you be sad and yourself then "happy" and far from yourself.

LI- look zach i just feel like you the boys and my dad are too nice for me. You shouldnt he waisting your time on a suicidal bitch

Z- i will waist as much time as i can on that suicidal bitch because i love her and want it to come across to her.

LI- see what i mean. Your to good for me😔.

Z- your just not in a good place right now, i know you're a better person when you are real happy and the reason your sad is not your falt. Just please dont put me and logan through this again.

LI-ill try not too...

Z- you have to promise me.

LI- i cant keep a promise...i promised myself i wouldnt cut...but i didnt keep that did i?

Z-ok...try your best to not put us through that again.

LI- i will zach. Can you come over..?

Z- yes ill be about 20 minutes

LI- ok... See you.

If only i could keep that promise to zach...

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