dont go

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Zach pulls away from the kiss. I look at him and he opens the door. Logan is standing there. I walk up to him. why cant i have a normal relationship? I say to logan. i hear the door open then close..." because zach is one of my friends...look i get hes 16 and your 15 but....i just...nevermind. " he starts to walk away then i walk infront of him. I look but into his blue eyes. Dad...i say almost crying this is part of the reason i wanted to die....THE REASON THAT I WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE I LOVE...but you wont let us be together. I step out of the way then walk to my room i close the door and lock it. I go to my bathroom and look for a razor...i may have wanted to promise zach something but...he left me alone. I look through all of the cuboard
Logan must have taken all of them. I walk out of the bathroom and unlock the door i walk to logans room and go into his bathroom i search for one then logan walks in...he runs to me im in tears. " lilly what the fuck" i keep searching and dont listen to him. He picks me up. I punch him and kick him. DAD, LET ME DIE I WANT TOO. He doesnt care about the fact im hurting him he brings me back to my room. " im not going to let you die or hurt yourself i cant let go of you again....i love you..." says dad. I look down at my scares. He pulls me in for a hug...i dont wrap my arms around him and he lets go. He points to my clothes " now get dressed" i get up and pick up some clothes.

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