everlong

heaven tonight

Courtney dragged me to the bathroom, which was swarming. People were being chaotic, taking pictures. Courtney pushed through, still taking me with her. "God, I'm gonna kill him!" She said, dragging him to the sink. I helped her lift him up. She made the water frigid, then laid Kurts head in it.

She performed CPR, pounding on his chest. He took large gasp, scaring both of us. "Get him walking. Take him outside." I followed Courtneys orders. I was practically holding Kurt as I dragged him around, hoping he'd gain some sense of his surroundings.

Eventually, he was stumbling, then that turned into walking.

"Julia!" I whipped my head around to see dave and Courtney, darting towards Kurt and I. "How could you do that? Im carrying your fucking child!" Courtney shouted in distress. I rubbed her back, wanting to calm her down. But Courtney isn't calm. That isn't her.

Kurt was oblivious. Completely out of it. He was high as a kite. "Were gonna get home." Courtney croaked, her voice cracking. I nodded sadly, before hugging her and kurt. Kurt sloppily laid his hands on my waist. "Thanks for taking care of me." He muttered. I smiled weakly, before heading away with Dave.

"Its gonna destroy him." "What will?"

"The heroin."

Dave's P.O.V
I was unsure of leaving Julia by herself in her distraught state, but she said she'd be ok. I went home and tried to sleep, but I couldn't. I was worried sick about kurt.

Julia is right. He's completely destroying his life and everyone around him. I want him to get better. A pounding at my door inturrepted my train of thought. I scrambled up and to the door. Julia stood there, tear stains on her cheeks.

I immediately wrapped my arms around her. She cried softly against my chest.

We went inside and laid together in my blankets. "I should've known he was still on it. For fucks sake, I was him at one point." "Hey, you couldn't have known." Hearing Julia talk about her past drug use broke my heart. All light left her eyes when she talked about it. She looked empty and sad. I wanted to fill the void.

"Lets try to get some rest." She nodded, nuzzling her head in my neck. "Dave, sing to me." A blush rose in my cheeks. "Ok." I smiled sheepishly. I sang a song I had written awhile back.

"He's there in case I want it all
He's scared cause I want
He's scared in case I want it all
He's scared cause I want
All in all the clock is slow
Six color pictures all in a row
Of a marigold."

"You should record that." She muttered, before falling asleep in my arms. I smiled and kissed the top of her head.