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The guy I love is an ass.
He's mean and cold. Heartless and evil. He's a jerk and everyone knows it.
Everyone steers clear of him and those who don't feel his wrath through his fist.
He's a monster and worse he's my bully.
Isn't that cliche. Don't answer I know it it but I know he can be gentle.
I remember when he used to be gentle.
I remember his soft touch when he used to play together. I remember his sweet smile when he made me laugh.
I remember the way those near black eyes lit up when he was happy.
It seems like everyday I tell myself that he isn't the boy I used to know but how can you just let something like your first love go.
Matthew has my heart.
I feel the hand gripping my hair and suddenly I realize that Matthew had pulled my hair.
I look at him and he glares at me before smirking.
"Why I never thought I'd see the day that goody two shoes Tristen would be late." He says and I think back to this morning.
The cuts had opened and the blood stained my shirt.
"I overslept." I say quietly.
"I don't recall asking." He says and I drop my head.
"I have to get to class." I tell him and he grips my neck.
"You know the world would be a better place without faggots like you." He says and I pull away.
I know.
"Hey idiot." I snap awake only to see Matthew standing in front of me. He wears an evil smile and I knew he had found a new way to torture me.
We were in the lunchroom and I had made the stupid mistake of dozing off.
"Look what I got." He says holding up the black journal and my heat drops in horror.
"Tristan's Diary." He says and I stand up instantly trying to snatch it from him.
"Give it back." I scream.
"Not a chance fag." He says and I instantly want to cry.
"Hey everyone listen up!" He screams and I try harder to fight him but him being bigger all he had to do was hold me back.
"Dear No one." He starts and I fight harder.
Everyone seems to start to listen and I start to cry.
"Sometimes I wish for a fairy tale ending. Him and me living happily ever after." People giggle and I look up at the man I loved.
As he laughs.
*Matthew's POV*
The moment Tristan runs out I turn back to the book.
That's what he gets. I think annoyed at who ever he was talking about.
I look around seeing that people expected me to finish reading so I do.
"He's mean but I love him. So much it hurts sometimes. Who am I kidding it hurts a lot." I read.
"But just seeing his smile. Makes me happy even if he's not smiling at me. If I told him how I felt what would he say? Would he hate me even more?" Why does he like a guy that hates him?
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1001 LOVE STORIES(book Of Oneshots)
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