1001 LOVE STORIES(book Of Oneshots)

lost part. 2

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Ok so this is that whole I was talking about because i had this idea for this offal scene and I the i kinda added to the already half written story that i had going. And if you haven't noticed I get crazy attached to characters I write and Chris was never added to be a bad guy. His point was simply to make Ade realize he loved Jess. He was just supposed to be a surfer in love with his best friend but then Satan crawled up from the pits of hell and whispered. "No make him a sick rapist." Not taking into account.

1) That's sick and your torture porn years are way passed you

2) How the hell am you gonna torture him in the long run because people are gonna wanna see him be tortured.

3) How many times you'll stop writing the next chapter because Jess was nothing but precious and didn't deserve the horrors you've writen onto him. You bitch.

So this is what we're gonna do. Chris is going to jail, Jess and Ade are going back to the states and everything is gonna be ok. I am well aware of the big ass plot whole as to trials ect. But this way everyone wins. (Well not everyone, I win. and im a selfish ass hole and yeah.)

Point three actually was the reason I decided to write a part two seeing its actually pretty hard to write about the things he went through. I had written a story that actually became a struggle to write about seeing that it would be painful just because im so empathic. I know that these are all made up characters but when i write i tend to put myself in a characters shoes. I try to base everything in real life and the emotions I write for them are most of the time my genuine emotions. So if a character is crying often times so do I. I put a little piece of me into each character so it hurts to just think about the things this bean had to go through. And it being basted in real life i didn't expect this problem to ever leave him.

And to be honest I didn't want to just spend this chapter torturing Chris because this chapter isn't about him. It was supposed to be a simple story about a guy looking for something that turned out to be his best frined but now its this SVU episode and as much as i wanna see the bad guy getting whats coming to him I want to see Jess. Get a happy ending.

So chris will be hardly mentioned in this chapter. I don't want the character that was supposed to be just a cool guy turned monster to have anymore time. Just our two love boys and healing. So please don't get made at me for not torturing Chris with all the methods from my physio days. Because this book is about love stories and happy endings.

Ade's POV

I arrive back at the hospital room to find Jess sitting in the bed his face now clean and a few bandages across the parts of his body. I look at him and want to cry because this was my fault.

"Hey Ade." He nearly whispers and I turn to him.

"Do you think they have a subway here. I want a tuna sub, with spinach, red onions, sweet onion sauce with that weird white cheese." He say smiling and I know he was just trying to push it under the rug.

That was his way of dealing with things. Pretending like they never happened avoiding the problem.

"Jess." He only smiles a little more and I feel the first of many tears falling.

"You can't just pretend like this never happened. Don't just force it away." I say and he looks down.

"What do you want me to do? Cry, go through the stages of loss? Its not gonna change so what's the point of dwelling on it?" He whispers.