1001 LOVE STORIES(book Of Oneshots)

Love him Pt.2

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I feel Ricky's hand on my head and I can't help but smile.

"Hey dickface." He says and I force myself to frown.

"What the hell?" I ask and he grabs me holding me tightly. Rapping his arms around my stomach.

"I'm horny." He whispers and I elbow him in the stomach.

"As of now.  You're cut off sex." I tell him and seems hurt at this.

"What did I do this time?" He asks and I frown.

We had been dating for a year, if we could even call it dating, our relationship ship has been sex sex sex. We've never even been seen in public together let alone on a date.

We went to the movies three times together and it was more like good friends than people dating.

He's only told me he loved me when we're having sex.

It seems more like friends with benafits and if that's what he wants I can't be involved.

Because I really love him.

"But, Mattie." He whines.

"Don't, but Mattie, me.  We're taking a break." I tell him and he honestly looks hurt.

"But only you know how I like to get sucked off. " He says and this pisses me off.

"OK get out." I tell him pushing him out of my room and to the front door.

"We're breaking up." I tell him as we get to the door.

"Wait, Matt;" I only slab the door in his face before my eyes start to water.

"Stupid asshole." I say out loud.

I didn't want to break up with him.  I just wanted him to think we were.

I want him to put up a fight for me.

I know it's childish but I wanted to be more then a boner garage for him.

I want to be more then sex to him.

Just knock again. Do leave with a oh well.  Fight for me. Make me love you. Like you always do.

I wait for him to knock. Sitting by the door for about five minuets before I stand up and look through the peep whole seeing no one. I sigh starting to cry.

I guess I wasn't important to him.

Maybe I was just fun for him. Maybe I was what was convenient.

I pull out my phone before calling Allie.

"We broke up." I say the moment she answers.

"What no, what happened." She says as I dry my eyes.

"He wanted sex and I wanted a boyfriend." I tell her and she sighs.

"It's gonna be OK Mattie." She says as tears start to fall and hit my floor.

"But it's not, because I was stupid enough to fall for a stupid jock. A asshole that can't feel anything but pleasure." I tell her.