Word count:2040I sit in the little dinar trying to hide the awkwardness I felt.
I order a small coffee and sip it lightly until i see the blonde boy that was about eighteen.
He then see and smiles.
"Hi, I'm Gaven." He says with a smile that I try my best to return.
"John." I tell him and he smiles.
"John will you take him back?" He says and I look away.
"No." I tell him and he smiles knowingly.
"Yes you will. That's why your here, you want me to tell you that he misses you and that he's tearing himself apart because of how things ended, so you can feel like he has earned you taking him back. But you miss him don't you. You miss his smile, his laugh, you miss him with every breath don't you?" He says and I'm taken aback because it was true.
I loved him and I missed him more then words could describe. I nod feeling tears weld in my eyes.
I can't believe I loved someone again. I can't believe I put myself in the possision again.
"He told me about your husband." He whispers and I feel my body tighten.
"I'm sorry for your loss, but love is a beautiful thing. You don't get to pick and choose who you love. That being said you cant tell your heart when your ready. Some people never get to love again. But you were given the chance to love again and you have the chance to go back to him. At least now you do. I know he loves you, I know he needs you."
He says and I smile.
That's all I needed a push to love him.
"So I'm dating his roommate and I think I might want to be alone with him so maybe you and Trent can go grab a bite to eat or, watch some Netflix in the back seat of your car." He says and I laugh.
"Ok."
*
"Trent?" I call out as he sits in the room.
He looks at me and tears feel his eyes.
"John." He says and I hug him.
I place my head on his before kissing him softly.
"I know I had an awful past, I know you think I'm a terrible human, but I've changed, I love you and I promise I'll be an amazing boyfriend and an even more amazing uncle, or friend to your girls, and you'll never have to worry about anyone."
"Under one condition." I tell him and he smiles.
"What ever you want." He answers.
"You're phone. I don't want anyone to be able to call or text you from your past." I tell him and he smiles widely.
"Deal." He says and I kiss him passionately.
Feeling his lips on mine was god sent. I missed it so much and I was in no hurry to pull away but a thought causes me too.
"I'm sorry but I wont be able to by you nice things or take you one nice trips." I tell him and he sighs.
"Then you'll have to do me something." He says and laughs.
"You'll have to make me lunches when I go to work. Greet me with a big kiss when I come back and when the kids go to bed, stay up for a few hours to watch scary movies eat ice cream." He says and I chuckle.
"Deal." I tell him and he smiles.
*
Its scary. I think as he holds my hand laying me onto the soft bed.
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1001 LOVE STORIES(book Of Oneshots)
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