I wish I was dead. I was so close too. I don't even know why I am here anymore. I have no purpose. I'm just an ugly freak.
Nova Bay Williams P O V
"Nova. I'm not gonna tell you again; take these pills now!"
"I don't need them." I speak covering my ear back up with my headphones. I then precede listening to I'm Sorry by Joyner Lucas, not bothering to listen.
"Yes the hell you do! No normal child should be using these," She speaks shoving a hand full of the razors I used in my face. "You're crazy! Now take the pills for God sake." The bitch yells throwing two pills at my face as I sigh sitting up.
I grab the pills off my chest before popping them in my mouth, I then swallow them without water and look up at my aunt.
"You can get out now." I say pointing to the door and lying back down on my bed. She mumbles something under her breath before exiting my room, slamming the door behind her.
Finally; peace and quiet.
I hum along to the lyrics, letting them sink into my brain. I could relate to every word he was speaking :
I'm tired of living, I cry. I hear it's easy to die I wanna see for myself And I know that sounds crazy To everyone else But I'm depressed as fuck Stressed as fuck Ain't no medicine that could cure What's the test as drugs I mean, I need extra love And that ain't even enough Said that ain't even enough
"You're always crying.... get over yourself."
"You're one crazy bitch..."
"Isn't it cool that your parents died just like Aaliyah? You should be honored!"
"You barely have meat on your bones... no guy would ever want you."
I sigh shaking my head, felling the warm tears slide down face and onto my flat chest.
Not again Nova...crying gets you no where.
"Oh my gosh Nova. Suck it up and get ready! The first day of school starts in an hour; if you get left, we're not coming back to get you." My cousin, the beautiful India, speaks bursting in my room then shutting the door right behind her.
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