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🥀 C H A P T E R 13 🥀

I Literally Have No Motivation To Save Myself Anymore.

Nova Williams P O V
"I shouldn't have said what I said knowing the things you go through." Dejha sighs sitting down beside me on my bed.

Only if she knew she half of them.

"It's fine." I mumble playing with my hands. See there, she didn't even say sorry; I know she said she shouldn't have said what she said but anybody can say that and still not be sorry.

But it's whatever.

"Sooo friends again?" She smiles.

"Yeah." I shrug making her smile wider.

"Good. I have so much shit to tell you," She says making herself comfortable. "Starting with Chris; tell me why I called this nigga earlier to see if he wanted to hang. But he was like nah cause he had to go somewhere with his ma, I was like aight. Then I get here and his bitch ass is sitting in the living room with India and them. I was finna put on a scene but something told me not to- he knew it too cause he avoided looking at me." She says.

"Are you guys dating to what?" I ask rubbing my hands through my freshly straightened hair.

"Not that I know of," She shrugs acting like her obsession with him was normal. "But soon. He just needa get over himself- he act like he don't want me." She babbles playing with her nails.

"Um, okay." I mumble. It's okay to have a crush with someone, but obsessing with them when they don't even want you is a lil much. And I'm not talking following  all their pages on social media, or being the first to like their pictures- I'm talking forcing shit that's not meant to be, when both you and the person both know.

"He's here right now?" I gulp thinking about earlier. I began to get embarrassed just thinking about it.

"Yeah....you scarred of him or something?" She questions laughing.

Just a lil.

"Nah, just didn't know he was here." I shrug.

"They said they were going swimming out back. You wanna come with me?" She ask standing off the bed.

"I'll pass. But I'm gonna go get some snacks from the store." I say following her up.

"Ooh, you can take my car if you want!" She rushes out.

Oh hell no- ion care how cool or close we are. You will not, ever, drive my car.

"I get you feel a little bad for the things you said; but you don't have to be all nice- I can walk." I say as she brushes her lips together.

"Girl please," She says digging in her back pocket and grabbing her keys. "I trust you enough. And bring me back some Sweetish Fish." She smiles putting the keys in my hands.

I just stood there looking down at the keys wondering if she was serious or not, welp- guess she feels really bad.

"Now ima go get my swim on." She squeals rushing out the room and down the steps.

"Okay." I mumble to myself. Since the sun was starting to set I went ahead and grabbed a dark blue hoodie and pair of dark blue Ugg's.