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🥀 C H A P T E R 34 🥀

I quit with Wattpad.😕 They just deleted chapter 31 for no fucking reason; I REFUSE to re-write it.....so from this point it never existed.

No One Knows My Struggle, They Only See The Trouble. Not Knowing How Hard It Is To Carry On When No One Loves You. ~ Tupac Shakur.

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Nova yawns, softly rubbing the sleep from her eyes,  and adjusting to the setting of her room. It was a sunny Saturday morning, with just a few clouds here and there.

Another yawn escapes Nova's mouth, as she rises up from her laying down position and lazily throws the cover from over her warm body; which was now being exposed to the cold air from her room. She places her socked covered feet on the cold floor before walking in her bathroom.

Her eyes go to the half curly, half straight mess on her head. Due to her sweating yesterday, her hair began to curl up just a tad bit. Nova let out a sigh before grabbing a ponytail holder and throwing the mess into messy bun. She then brushes her teeth and does a quick wash of her face.

Nova absentmindedly walks over to the glass door of the shower and opens the door, turning on the hot water. Not being able to get ready without music, she grabs her phone and speakers connecting the two to each other. Lastly, she presses shuffle as Burn Rubber Again by AzChike plays.

She quickly strips from her clothes and hops into the steamy shower.

He a opp
What the fuck I'm gone fight for?

Nova chuckles, remembering the unplanned choreography her and Chris had did a few days ago.

Chris....

Nova's hand flies to her mouth, thoughts of the moment her and Chris shared yesterday, flooding her mind.

"Oh my." Nova mumbles to herself, embarrassment beginning to take over. She face palmed herself, trying to think what the hell was wrong with her; two questions heavily on her mind.

1. Why did she let Chris kiss her? They were only friends! Nova didn't even think she liked Chris enough for that to happen.

2. Why did she enjoy it? Why in her right mind did she actually enjoy with pleasure at the moment.

What is wrong with you Nova?!

Embarrassment and bewildered were her only two emotions at the moment. A loud groan escaped her mouth, followed by her head leaning back, touching the soddened wall. Nova clenched her eyes together to keep the meaningless tears from escaping; she didn't know if she was crying because she was highly embarrassed or because she was dumb enough to not out a shower cap on and just got her hair wet.....

This was about to be one long shower.

After forty five minutes of Nova standing in the shower, letting her confusing thoughts cloud her mind, she washed and stepped out. Her hair was soaking, but she honestly didn't care anymore. She just wanted to get a pair of scissors and chop it all off.

Now she was beginning to get dressed, singling again to Again by Kehlani. Her outfit consisted of a royal blue Champion sweatshirt and a pair black Nike sweatpants, her socks were white and fuzzy. Which she absolutely loved.