B R O K E N

Um chile...anyways.

This really isn't how i planned to post, much rather with an update, but what da hell-

Why do people think i'm dead i-

I didn't commit suicide..... i'm not being bullied....and no one at school found out about my book. So we can throw all those rumors in the trash neow.

I was literally taking a break from all my social media and writing, and i come back to this like wtf. Who had the TIME to even start this. I'm utterly confused and mad 🗿

WHO THE FUCK ??

Idk if this is a prank....but it's not funny- like at fuckin all. You're literally sick to even waste your time spreading rumors, arguing with people, and just in all being this fuckin dumb.

NO, I don't know whoever this is. NO, I don't attend school with whoever this is (well at least I hope I don't ). And NO, this isn't some planned funny shit for the person who commented that.

Why would I tell people, or have someone say something, about me committing suicide? Like for real what's even funny about that.....I wanna know.

Now this person. Yes, I do know her in actual real life. NO we don't go to the same school, but we are friends. Idk if this is how is started....but I've talked to her and she commented this as a "joke."

NO she didn't confront me before saying that on my page, and NO i didn't tell her or expect her to say that as a "joke." I would have taken it down or said something sooner if I had know this was happening, but I didn't because like I said- wattpad has been deleted off my phone for a good month now.

I personally have been dealing with shit, that has put me in a dark place, which is why I deleted not only wattpad but all my social media. I needed a BREAK. Due to me being gone for so long people started to question if I was "dead" or was dealing with some type of illness.

So this girl thought it would be funny and respond to those people with the thought me me "commuting suicide" due to people at my school finding out about my book and "bullying me."

And apparently it was believable because look where the situation has went to🗿 < I feel like it was really believable just because i've made it known that i have tried to commit suicide in the past, and i do struggle with depression. But that's besides the point.

First of all, please don't take someone serious if they say "commit suicide" in a way such as "kermit sewer slide" she's a whole j o k e.

NO, i don't don't think this "joke" is funny, and if i had known she planned to do this I would have stopped it. I deeply apologize for everything that has happened, and I promise that I'll talk more with the girl I know who took part in this.

I really hope this whole situation didn't interfere with this book, and my "reputation" as a whole.

As for the other person......may god bless them because WHEW I really wanna attack them with every bone in my body 🗿

I don't know what all this person has said, but the comments on my book and on my page are blowing  me.

Imagine being that dumb.

To everyone who wished me to rest in peace or wrote sweet messages- thank you so much 🥺💗 But i'm not dead luv 😔

Also, TayGrimey  and SevenDelights  , what you guys did really made my little heart tingle 🥺 But once again.....I'm not dead 😭

If we could, please ignore any ignorance you may have come across tonight by the two dumb bitches who started this 🙂 When i really do die, my spirit will haunt them.

Never in my little writing career did i think i'd be making a chapter such as this. disgostan 🗿

Anyway......Update.....Idek. I'm trying, but like i said- i took a break because my mental health comes before most things i'm doing.

Hopefully soon tho.

Thanks for understanding, and if you didn't, it's cool- cause i'm confused too 😔

Love you guys. 🤍💕