B R O K E N

🥀 C H A P T E R 61 🥀

*Important* - I decided to change the date to her parents death from January 9th to January 16th....for multiple reasons. The date in this chapter is January 15th.

Also read the little note at the end if you wanna hear about my experience at the hboafm concert🙂 (It was lit)

You Can't Control Everything. Sometimes You Just Need To Relax And Have Faith That Things Will Work Out.

Anonymous P O V

CEO of the free world now
Should we teach our children hatred
Or chase the innocent and shoot them down?
It's like we're still running races, I'm just saying.

Is that freedom now?
Is that the sound of freedom now?
Cause it's plain to see a mans integrity
By the way he treats those when he don't need, no.

Now by Miguel flowed through Nova's headphones as she laid in her bed, drowned in her many thoughts. Her headphones were as loud as possible, canceling any sounds from outside her room; she was positive her hearing would be sensitive after playing music this loud.

Her eyes were swollen and puffy from all the crying she had done last night after everything that took place. She woke up with a banging headache and a stuffed nose. It was around two in the evening, and all Nova had did today was lay in bed and eat her little soul away, but she didn't have one problem with it. On one side she had a bunch of snacks, and on the other she had a heating pad and a bottle of Midol, being that she unfortunately started her period this morning.

This whole day her phone had been turned completely off- and instead her laptop was being used to listen to music. As soon as she had got home last night, messages from the girls and Chris immediately began blowing up her phone. She honestly didn't feel like being bothered, but she would end up talking to them sometime today. 

She had decided to have this weekend for herself. Even before last night happened, she still planned to stay in the house all weekend eating. She didn't wanna talk to anyone, and she sure as hell didn't wanna be bothered with activities outside the house.

This weekend was just a weekend to herself.... and it came with many tears and tissues.

Nova had beeen having mixed emotions about the situation. She felt like she blew it out of proportion by telling Aaliyah's business in front of so many people. The more she thought about it, she couldn't come up with a reason for why Aaliyah would even want to take her necklace. It meant absolutely nothing to her. The girls were just beginning to get really close over the two weeks they were basically with each other everyday- Nova had even hung out with her and ended up missing time with Chris.

The whole thing just wasn't adding up to her.

Nova kissed her teeth hearing some happy ass song come on, she rolled her eyes while adjusting her hoodie and skipping the song.

Aaliyah sighed rubbing her sweaty hands down her grey leggings. Her hair was slicked back into a low ponytail and her face was covered in makeup to hide her puffy eyes. Yesterday did not go as she planned- at all.

She took a large sip of her double chocolate chip frappe, her eyes darting to the door of the coffee place seeing who she was waiting on walking through the door. The person didn't immediately go sit down, instead ordered a coffee first, then went to sit.