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raeganwhitley: #collegelife 🙄😪

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ceecee: well its about time you start studying! (;

raeganwhitley: @ceecee oh shut up

xanxitey: you still gonna come thru sat?

Cece boo
who is xanxitey and why is he asking you about 'coming thru'?

Raegan
his name is actually Diego but hes some guy I met at work... its his concert that he wants me to go to but I don't think I'm going to go

Cece boo
okay and why not?

Reagan
you know why...

Cece boo
hmmm.. well we'll talk more about this when i get home and im going to do some MAJOR stalking on this Diego person

Raegan
lol okayyy

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It wasn't long before Cece got home. Like I knew she would she came bursting in my room asking a million questions.

"I can only answer one at a time, thats if you even let me speak!" I said hitting her with one of my pillows

"Sorry, sorry I'm just really curious. This is the first I've heard of him and I must say I'm pretty offended" Cece stated with a fake pained look on her face

"Oh what ever" I said rolling my eyes

"Go on tell me everything" Cece pushed

"I don't know.. he came in one night looking for his debit card because he lost it and he ended up giving me his number... When I saw his Instagram I almost lost my shit because hes a pretty popular rapper. We haven't talk much lately but he invited me to his concert on Saturday.. and I'm not sure I'm going, even though i told him I would" I mumbled

Cece looked at me carefully before responding

"Don't you think going would be good for you?" She questioned in a low voice

"It's all I have been thinking about! I want to go so bad but I'm nervous.. I know he won't be able to be with me the whole time and I shouldn't have to rely on him because I don't even know him, but i know as soon as I'm left alone in that crowd I'm going to lose it"

"Okay but what if you aren't even going to be in the crowd? What if he has you watching from backstage?" She asked

"The point is I don't think I'm ready." I whispered

"I understand, but i think you need to tell him that" Cece said grabbing my hand

"Oh yeah you know I'm just gonna message him and be like sorry I get anxiety from being by myself in crowds of people I don't know" I laughed sarcastically

"Rae his fucking Instagram username is xanxiety, its obvious he must have anxiety too" Cece said like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"I'll message him later" I told her so that she'd leave me alone about

"Well you better because the concert is tomorrow" My know it all cousin said before getting up from my bed and leaving my room.

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Diego
aye ma u still coming thru tonight?
I'll send you the address when ever ur ready to leave
i can get u an uber?
u there?
lmao ok i can take the hint, i was looking forward to seeing u tonight but its whatever

I felt like such an asshole for not replying to him! I really wanted to message him back but there was really no point now. He definitely probably hates me now.

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xanxiety: LA you were fuckin lit 💔Had such a good time! wishin shawty showed up tho 💔💔

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@user1: bbyyyy you were so good so glad I finally got to see you!

@user2: ohhhhh shit who's this mystery girl?

@tanamongeau: surprise it's me. sry I couldn't show up baby

@user3: @tanamongeau bitch we know it ain't u hop tf off 😂

Okay so who is this Tana girl?

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Shits about to go down in the next few chapters. WOO

Let's become friends bc of Diego. I need friends that actually like him and get my love for him 😂

Anywayssss drop a comment and let me know what you think of this chapter 😋😚

Also lowkey wanting to write a story where Diego & Ethan Cutkosky are twins????????????????

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