All that was running through my mind was not to throw up on the floor. The carpet was so pretty and I didn't want to ruin it.
I don't know how the trash can made it under me but it did.
"I want-" Before I could finish I was puking again
"How's she doing?" Hearing his voice made my heart skip a beat
"Fine I guess, she just keeps puking" Cece told him
"w-what are you doing here?" I asked pulling away from the trash can to look at Diego
"Saying your ass" He muttered walking towards me
"I don't need any help from you!" I said laying back down and closing my eyes.
It was true I don't need his help. At least I don't think I do? My mind was foggy and the room felt like it was spinning. I just wanted this feeling to go away.
I heard Diego and Cece whispering but I couldn't make out what they were saying.
"I'll see you in the morning" Cece said kissing my forehead
I groaned in response. I felt the covers being lifted and someone get into the bed next to me. I opened my eyes and turned my head to see Diego laying next to me.
"What are you doing?" I asked glaring at him
"I'm not in the mood to fight jus go to sleep" Diego said turning his back towards me
The uneasy feeling came back in my stomach and I quickly sat up looking for the trash can. When I didn't find it I threw off the blanket and stood up which was a mistake.
The whole room started spinning making me even more nauseous. Fuck. I felt it coming and it took everything I had to stand up and run to the bathroom without falling over. I barley made it to the damn toilet.
I flushed the toilet and sat back against the wall. Why did I do this to myself? Why did I let Diego get the best of me?
I couldn't help my tears. I just want to be happy. I want him to stop making me feel this way. I don't want to love him anymore. Even though he said those awful things to me I love him with everything I have and I hate him and myself for it.
I didn't know Diego was standing in the door way until I heard him clear his throat. I quickly wiped away my tears.
"You okay?" He asked walking towards me
"Yeah" I mumbled
"Why did you take a fuckin xan?" He asked now standing in front of me
When I didn't answer he sat down in front of me taking my hand in his. I tried pulling it away but he held on tight
"Answer me" He said
"I don't know" I shrugged not making eye contact with him
"Bullshit!" He suddenly yelled causing me to flinch "what if that shit was laced Rae? What would you have done? What if Kian tried to take advantage of you? Did you fucking think about that?"
"Why the fuck do you even care?" I asked now becoming angry
"Because something bad could've happened to you ma!"
"Something bad already happened to me"
"What? Did he fucking touch you?" Diego asked now worried
"You broke my heart" I mumbled
Diego's face dropped into a frown.
"Baby... you have no clue how much I hate myself for hurting you the way I did. You are my fucking heart Raegan. I love you and I just keep fucking up" Diego said his voice cracking.
I seen tears brimming his beautiful eyes and it broke my heart. We sat there in silence for a few minutes before he helped me back into bed.
"Diego" I whispered
"Hmm" he hummed
"I love you too" I whispered
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Sorry it feels like I haven't updated in forever lol
I'm getting sick so that's great.
There's probably going to be like five or six more chapters and the book is ending ): I'm gonna write a sequel though it just might take a while to post.
