| Diego |
"Hurry up and roll the blunt damn" Ethan said
"Bruh hold the fuck up, it takes time!" I said looking up to glaring at him
Mother fucker as been awfully pushy lately. Yesterday he literally dragged me out of my own damn house.
I just finished rolling the blunt when his phone started to ring. He got a huge ass goofy grin on his face which meant it was Brielle. He got up from the couch and started to walk out of the living room.
"Aye I'm lighting this bitch without you" I called out
I lit the blunt and my mind wondered off to Raegan. I really fucked up. It bothered me that she actually fucking blocked my number. And when she said I wasn't her man it just set me off. We ain't broken up ion care what she says. We workin this shit out when she gets back from Seattle.
Ethan came back into the living room with this sad ass look on his face.
"Damn homie who's dog died?" I asked taking another hit from the blunt
Ethan sat down and didn't say anything. He stared at the floor for a moment before looking up at me with teary eyes.
"Damn my dude what's wrong?" I asked now concerned about my friend
"She's gone" was all he mumbled
"Who's gone?" I asked
"Raegan"
"What do mean she's gone?" I asked putting out the blunt
"She left" Ethan whispered
"Yeah all the girls left?" I said
"No that's not what I mean" Ethan said grabbing the blunt and re lighting it
"What the hell do you mean then?" I asked confused about what he was trying to say
"She left this morning back to Texas"
"No she didn't bro. They are still in Seattle" I said shaking my head
"Diego... They came home early yesterday and while we were gone yesterday they came and got her stuff" Ethan mumbled
"Quit fucking around" l laughed
The look on his face told me he wasn't and my heart sunk. I got up and ran upstairs. I checked all the dresser drawers and her clothes were gone. Her things from the bathroom were gone, her shoes, jewelry, perfume, she was gone.
I started getting this tight feeling in my chest.
No, no, no fuck... fuck. No she can't be gone, no please, this isn't real, why would she leave? I can't do this without her.
I started pacing back and front. My whole fucking world is on a plane right now going hundreds of miles away and it's all my fault.
"Diego" I heard a voice say
I snapped my head up and seen Jess standing in the door way. Her eyes were red I'm guessing from crying.
"Why did she leave me?" I asked trying to hold back my tears
"Don't you dare make this about yourself! Do you know how much pain you put that girl through? I watched her break down Diego. I seen her at her worst point because of you. You know I love you but this... This is all your fault" Jess said with tears coming down her cheeks
Her words hit me like a ton of bricks. This is my fault. I'm such a piece of shit. Fuck I wish I could take back all the dumb shit.
For the first time in a long ass time I started crying. It fucking hurt. I'm the reason the girl I loved left.
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I'm so fucking emotional lmao
