Savior

Chapter 7

When we were on our way to the hospital with everyone I saw something, I didnt want to see. The car. It was totaled. Ethan rolled in a ditch and crashed into a pole. At least thats what it looked like. What condition is he going to be in? Will he be in a coma? Is he on life support? With all these questions running through my head I started crying. Before I knew it, we arrived at the hospital.

I got out of the car and ran in behind everyone else. We found Lisa and Sean in the waiting room. They were talking to a doctor and then Lisa started crying very hard into Seans shoulder.

Whats going on with Ethan?? I asked her.

Hes in a coma, Sean said as he comforted Lisa.

I fell to the ground. This was all my fault. If I would have gotten to know him and not just push him away this might not have even happened. What have I done? The nurse came out and told his parents about the injures he sustained. I cant even list them all off. I turned around to see Gray also on the ground. I cant even imagine how he must feel right now. Audrey was on the ground hugging him tightly trying to comfort him. Then James ran over to me. All he could do was hug me and tell me it wasnt my fault. I knew he was lying.

Two by two we were able to go in and see Ethan. Lisa and Sean, Audrey and Grayson and then James and me. I walked in and looked at E. Busted lip, black eye, a cut cheek, arm in a cast. I started crying harder than I already was if that was even possible.

Can I be alone with him for a few minutes please? I asked James.

Of course, he said as he gave me a hug, wiped my tears and exited the room.

I dont know if you can hear me Ethan, but its me Taylor. I know you probably dont want to listen to me right now, but I need to get this off my chest. Im sorry. I shouldnt have pushed you away right off the bat. I shouldve tried to get to know you first. As you may or may not know I am a huge fan of you and Gray. What am I saying the first time we talked I was wearing your merch, anyway? I didnt want to take you guys from James. He has always picked out the not so loyal friends and I was happy to see he finally found two. I didnt want to get in the way of that. All I wanted for him was to have one or two loyal friends in his life. I am so happy to say he finally got that with you and Gray. But anyway, I didnt want to be the weird fan girl sister that got in the way and drove you guys out of his life. Then James sat down and talked to me yesterday. He told me everything E. How when you first looked at our funny prom picture you started to ask about me and all of that. I realized how much great of a guy you were and how you genuinely wanted to know me better. I was just pushing you away and I saw how much I hurt you and trust me, I hate myself for that. I just need you to wake up, so you will hopefully give me a second chance. I confessed as I was crying my eyes out.

Just then James came in to get me. He told me we should go home and try to get some rest. As much as I didnt want to I knew it was best for me. Maybe I would come back tomorrow, and Ethan would be waiting for me with his eyes wide open.

We got back to the house with Audrey and I got a text from Grayson.

Grayson: Get some sleep. I will see you tomorrow. If something happens I will call right away. Try to get some sleep.

Me: Thanks Gray, you too.

I showered and got into my pajamas. I crawled under my cool sheets and tried to sleep. All I did was toss and turn. My mind gets thinking about all the things that could happen to Ethan. I looked at my phone to see it was three o clock. I couldnt sleep so I just decided to go on Twitter. When I went on the app I instantly saw the hashtag that was trending, and it brought me to tears. #PrayforEteeweetee was trending worldwide. Somehow this didnt surprise me. They have gained a huge fan base in the past year or so. I then proceeded to do my part and tweeted.

#PrayforEteeweetee

We love you @EthanDolan stay strong. We believe in you. <3

I scrolled through Twitter reading all the thoughtful posts about Ethan. No surprise, this brought me to tears after reading the first tweet. I shut off my phone and just laid there. I couldnt sleep. Whenever I shut my eyes I saw Ethan laying in the hospital bed or the totaled car that couldnt be replaced.