The 15th was a Monday. It's now Saturday. I have had a hell of a week. One my worst weeks in awhile. So I guess we'll start with the beginning. Monday. I don't remember much. There wasn't any school thank fuck. Blue broke up with me. He said he couldn't do it anymore. I was so broken, he's never broke up with me before. I ran into Purple and her boyfriend at Ledo's. We had dinner together. I couldn't eat. I haven't been lately. I woke up early today I think lol. Anyway, even though he hates me, Purple's boyfriend was encouraging me to eat. It was so sweet. The literal second I stepped out of the car when my dad dropped me off I started bawling. I ran to the bathroom and collapsed on the floor. I puked. I was never in such bad shape. He wouldn't listen to me. I poured my heart out, told him I'd do whatever it took to fix us. He didn't care. I cried so much that night. He told me he didn't love me anymore. It was like my lungs were ripped from my body and both my emotional and physical heart were stripped from me. I went to Green. He helped calm me down. Purple did too. I still was destroyed. I woke up after sleeping a few hours, my eyes were almost swollen shut. Part of me said I'd be okay. It told me to listen to Purple and Green... They both told me they'd be there. Would they really? The other part was my heart. It told me to not give up on someone you love that much. This was only the intro to hell.
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Self Expression of A Burden
RandomMy day by day life typed into format for venting purposes. Everything in here is true and in no way filtered. Read at your own risk.
