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(35) Part II

BTS as your boyfriend.

You find out they have depression. 19 part II continuation.
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Kim Taehyung
Taehyung's point of view
*triggering*

babygirl: Tae?

I don't really want to talk to anyone right now.

babygirl: Taehyung?

I've been sitting in my room for hours, I'm sure its hours. but the sun has come up and down a lot so I'm pretty sure that it's been days rather than hours. I just can't control my head, so much shit is happening to me and I don't know why.

why me?

babygirl: Kim Taehyung

this must be serious if she's calling me by my full name, she never does. it's always Tae or jagiya.

babygirl: I know you're self harming

how?

babygirl: I'm calling your mum okay?

no please, she's hurting as well I can't have her hurting because of me as well.

babygirl: she's coming

she's called her already.

babygirl: we can go visit your grandma if you want?

grandma?

babygirl: together

I miss her. this is why I love you, y/n. you understand me.

babygirl: I wish she was here too

she understands me, she really does. I grab my phone and begin typing an answer to her, does she really understand me? does she really understand what I'm going through?

me: I miss her y/n

babygirl: I know I know

I want to get up and meet her, but I'm such a fucking mess. I don't want to disappoint anyone, but I'm just a fucking mess. and the saddest part is I've always been, a fucking mess.

how did I even get into bighit? sitting next to a fucking, dusty trashcan. because that's what I am, I was met to be inside it.

~ 30/1/18

oh wtf I thought I published this, I'm so sorry. this is just the thoughts going through Taehyung's head I guess.

I hope it's good

I'm so tired, like mentally drained to be honest

I hope you are all okay

I love you all