TEXTS | BTS

(41) Part II

BTS as your boyfriend.

series: them finding your old self harm scars for the first time.
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you felt your bed shaking a little, as if someone was coming into the other side of the bed. you decided to shuffle in your near state of sleep trying to move to one side of the bed.

yet, the movement moved with you. then it hit you, you live alone.

"get out my house."

instead of you getting out of your bed and trying to attack the person in your home, you merely just mumbled for them to get out of your house.

"god, your just like me."

his voice made you jump out of your sleepy state coming face to face with him.

"babe, what are you doing awake?"

he chuckles moving to the other side of the bed lifting you on top of him. you didn't even keep yourself upright as you flopped your body onto his chest.

"not even how did I get into your house?"

"no, just why are you awake right now?"

your hand reached under your pillow pulling out your phone, the light flashed in your eyes as you read 6:36am.

"I wanted to come see my baby."

his fingers made circles on your hips as you were beginning to fall asleep on top of him. he lifts your head up resting his lips on yours before removing them quickly.

"you can't fall asleep, I came all the way here for you."

he flipped you over rather fast so that he was on top this time, he looked you in the eyes before moving down to place soft kisses everywhere.

"so you came here for some fun?"

he laughs against your skin before reaching for the bottom of your vest top.

"I can to see you baby, we only ever kiss."

"I know, okay."

he smiles before pushing it up kissing your hipbone, before moving further up your stomach. his lips were so smooth against your skin, it was almost putting you back to sleep but you were too aroused.

all of a sudden, he stops.

"y/n?"

"yes Yoongi?"

"what is this?"

he lifts his head revealing the scar around your rip, you forgot it was there as it was beginning to fade.

"is there more babe?"

he says as he lifts your shirt all the way up not considering that your bare breast were now out in the open; he's never seen them before but that wasn't the focus.

the rest around your under boobs were now showing, he softly ran his thumb over your fading scars just staring at them.

"they're really old yo-"

he stands up from the bed removing his shirt, he gave it to you signalling for you to put it on. that's when you see the scars on his upper arm, falling on he inside around his underarm.

"I did too, that's why I didn't want to do anything with you too early."

his voice gets caught on his throat which you stand to wrap your arms around his bare body.

"don't ever, they look fresher than mine."

"they're a week old."

you look up to meet his eyes.

"why?"

"that's for another day, huh? I just want to make sure you are okay not me right now."

he's always so caring, putting you before him always and you hate it sometimes.

"do you still want to have sex with me Yoongi?"

you try to lighten the mood, which he laughs planting a kiss on your temple before pushing you off him.

"not if you don't catch me."

and he runs out he room.

~ 26/3/18

was this good??

I always write so late. I'm sorry guys omg I hope it's an okay time where ever you are.

are you guys okay? I hope you are.

I'm always here to help you guys, cause I love you loads

I just watch this drama with infinite members in it, and there was a really hot bully omg wanna see him? oh wait you don't have a choice, shit that was kinda rude. sorry.

look, he's hot right. aish, Seungheon omg you're very hot I love you

I'm getting sick I can feel it, I have a flu

I'm actually feeling quite good today for the first time in forever. I'm so happy